Love me
A love letter written to Taiki by his 25th 'Three Lights' fan, Amy.
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Taiki,
I know that you may find me immature and perhaps just another obsessive fan who loves you for your looks and not for who you really are. But assumptions won't let you know the truth; they only lead to misleading facts and perhaps even prejudice.
Listen to me, I'm babbling on as if I'm completely nervous. But I am nervous, and I'm beginning to question if I ever should really be writing this letter.
I know things are difficult now that we know each other true identities. And I know that because of that you don't want to talk to me anymore or have anything to do with me or my beloved friends.
But know this Taiki; I believe in you but not only that, I love you. Perhaps I always have but I don't know. I always hide behind my books and homework. Study seems to rule my life but I haven't been able to focus properly because you have always been on my mind. My grades are slipping, my heart is aching. I know that in truth you are a woman but why should gender come in-between us?
Taiki I can't sleep at night anymore because you're face is always the last thing on my mind at the end of every day. I think about you ever day and every night and it haunts me like a plague, but it's something I want and shamefully, something I don't want to let go of.
These are my true feelings meant for you and you only. I've never felt this way about anyone before. When I'm not with you I feel so lonely and I only hope that you feel the same way about me that I do about you.
It's a gamble giving you this letter because I don't know if you'll read it. But I hope in my heart that you do.
I beg of you Taiki, want me. Love me.
My eternal love,
Ami. (No. 25 in the 'Three Lights' fan club.)
