A/N: i finished this awesome drama a LOOONG time ago and this story just popped in my head o.o
i mean yeah tae kyang was awesome and everything but SHINWOO IS BETTER!!!!!! XP
Disclaimer: If I owned You're Beautiful Shinwoo and Go Mi Nyeo would make little cherubs ;)
Fake Love
I held her arm as I continued our clumsy love story. Just this once let it be real. Just this once, let my imagination and wishful thinking become real. Let this last forever. Let her feel how I feel. Let her see what I see.
Why was I being tortured? She was so close to me – I was holding her hand for crying out loud! But she would never return the feelings; her only love was reserved for Tae Kyang. What did he do to deserve her? Was it because of his rank? Was it because he was number one to everyone? Was it because he is lead? Yes, why would she want me when she could have him?
I looked over to her. She was staring off into the sky with a smile on her face. She looked so beautiful with the moon giving her face a radiant glow. I looked down to our interlocked hands. She was only loosely holding mine as I squeezed hers tightly as if to give her comfort even if the only comfort she wanted though was from him.
My heart fell, was everything I did for her a waste? No, no it wasn't. Even if she didn't return the feelings, I would never regret doing the things I did for her. Look how hopeless I was…being in love with someone who would never love me back.
I let out a sigh. No matter how many hints I would drop, she never seemed to get it. Maybe she didn't want to accept that I loved her. But it seemed that every time I was going to tell her I loved her, he got in the way. If she had taken one more step…she would've seen me, but he had called her and she left. If she had gone with me to the amusement park, I would've given her the shoes, but she just had to meet up with him.
If she had, if she had, if she had…there seem to be countless times he had gotten in the way. And each and every time, she had forgotten me immediately. She just left and forgot me each time, leaving me to wonder and worry about where she had gone.
Everything would've been much easier if I had never figured out she was a girl. But maybe I still would've fallen in love with her. Maybe I would have been like Jeremy – in love and yet so oblivious. What if she fell out of love with him? I will cling to this small piece of hope within me; this delusional hope that she might possibly love me back.
I drew out more painful memories and finished our love story – the one that should have happened this way, "So, I made you stand in front of the mirror and said, 'When you look into the mirror you will see the girl who I love.' And you looked up and gasped as it is you who I love."
She waved her arm cutely at her shadow. What I saw pleased me: two people linked together with their shadows against a wall undisturbed by the rest of the world, alone in their own place. He was not here to ruin this moment. I could kiss her right now and no one would stop me. But I wouldn't. That would be disrespecting her space and I would not want to do that.
Of course she wouldn't take me seriously. Why would she? She thought I was still reciting our love story, which would have happened exactly this way if only he wasn't factored in.
I turned my face away from her to hide the pain from her smiling face. Of course this would never happen so what was I doing? I was being a fool, that's what I was doing, a fool in love.
Yes, I thought to myself, let this moment last forever. Let her feel as I feel. Let her love me even if it is all fake.
A/N: why does this have to be soo true? D:
please revieewwww!!!
