I'll love her forever
She lets me cry
Let's me show a side of myself I had never wanted anyone to see
My weak and selfish side
The side that wanted Mama to suffer, just so she'd remember me and I'd be happy
The side that wanted to tell her I loved her
The side that wanted to stop her from going to him
The side that wanted to tell him not to tell her
The side that wanted her to be with me… no matter how unhappy it made her
I'm glad I met her
Even if those memories of her
And her loving him
Do nothing but make my heart hurt
I'll always treasure them
Because they are of her
I'll love her forever
Even if I can not have her
Even if she will only see me as a little boy
Even if it hurts me to see them together
I'll smile
So she won't worry
So she won't cry
So she will be happy with the one she loves above all
I may smile and laugh and be happy always on the outside
On the inside…
I will be screaming my grief
She was the only one I ever loved
The only one I will ever love
She accepted my weak and selfish side
She let me cry
She smiled for me always
She cried, just for me
She was never afraid of me
She always loved me
But never the way I loved her
But…
I'll love her forever
Even if she doesn't
Beautiful
Kind
Sweet
Loving
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A poem of Momiji's feelings for Tohru
"He" is Kyo and "she" is Tohru
