Red Stains

A

Bex/Grant

D R A B B L E

-This is NOT a fun-shot-

Summary: And as her vision started blurring and the small liquid scarlet stains drizzled down her wrist, staining it for others to see, she realized that this wasn't the solution. This wasn't how it was supposed to go. Yet, she couldn't stop herself.

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One drop.

Two drops.

Three drops.

Each drop created a little red stain on her wrist.

Soon, she knew, there would be little cuts

but they would F A D E away eventually.

Her pain,

her agony,

her depression,

however, would not.

They would remain,

even when all those red stains

had washed away.

Her inner thinking

would still be there,

even when those tiny C U T S

had become invisible.

She would never have been in this predicament if it wasn't for G R A N T.

He was the one that caused all this pain -

this unbelievable pain that she tried so damn hard

to get rid of.

But nothing worked.

The liquor,

the marijuana,

the trying-to-be-bad façade…

the C U T T I N G,

it all resulted in failure.

Hell, she became a freaking F A I L U R E.

Her friends

were gone –

long gone.

Her family

decided that she wasn't worth it.

And now he

had abandoned her.

After trying so hard to be that girl –

the one that was a perfect

F I T

to Grant Newman,

he had given her up

for the real deal.

A girl

blonde hair,

porcelain skin,

model-esque figure

that wore F I S H N E T S

and a leather jacket

was now slung over his

S H O U L D E R…

leaving her,

the one who tried so hard

to L O V E him

tossed at the corner of the road

like yesterdays

garbage.

That was when she started

C U T T I N G,

when she discovered those

red stains.

It wasn't right

she knew that

but it was her only solution.

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A/N: So, I've been in a real angst-y mood lately (probably because I've been reading lots of one-shots by colourfuldazecheckheroutsherocks-) which explains why I've been putting out some one-shots that are not funny –le gasp-.

Think I should write more angst?

Review and tell me.

S.W.I.T.Z