Disclaimer:I don't own Friends. This Fic involves content that implies girl on girl intimacy if you're not comfortable don't read. You will be informed in the disclaimer of the chapter if there happens to be an M rated chapter. Other then that enjoy this chapter!

It was 2003. They've had their relationship going strong for almost 9 years and no one has ever known except for the two of them. Sure, if they told their friends they always knew they'd be happy for them but to them they figured they'd keep total normalcy in their lives if their relationship was a total secret. Neither of them had a problem with being with each other whether it was as friends or even lovers but they always thought that if they were open about this and acted like a couple and did what normal couples like go on romantic dinner dates or kissing on the couch in Central Perk or even just flirting with each other while they were in public they would always be judged. Not that the harsh judgement by strangers would bother them but the harsh judgement from their coworkers or even their parents would bother them and it terrified them. They didn't want to be the ones to tear their family apart just because of their sexuality.

At least every week or two weeks at most they would have a night just to the two of them where they can come together and be one as a couple. Monica would tell Chandler that she was working at the restaurant late and Rachel would tell whoever she was living with whether it be Ross or Joey that she was working late at the office when in reality they would meet at a hotel and make love to each other for hours on end. Sometimes, when it was that time of the month for either of them and it was their night together they would just cuddle up to each other in bed and just talk about their relationship and look back on all their moments and confess their love for each other.

Monica loved Chandler with everything in her body, and she loved it when they had their nights for trying to conceive children even though their chances were slim to none they figured they would get lucky. But, she wasn't in love with him, if anything the hardest thing she ever had to do to try to keep the act of being the stereotypical family with a husband and kids or at least trying for kids was telling Rachel that she had to move out so her and Chandler could live together. It took Monica months of loving Rachel to get an 'I love you too' out of her.

This night was their night of love just like all the others or so they thought. With Chandler in Tulsa the girls figured they could just hook up in Monica's apartment. They told everyone they'd be working late so there would be absolutely no interruptions just to be sure she closed all the drapes, locked the front door, and shut off all the lights. She only lit a few candles to add some sense of light/Romance to the setting she put a bottle of their favorite champagne on ice. She checked the time, seeing she had the perfect amount to curl her hair and deepen up her makeup. She slipped into her black teddy and her black stilettos just an added touch that she knew Rachel would appreciate. She was really going all for them tonight not was it there time together but it was also nine years tonight that they've been together. She knew Rachel remembered by the little playful smirk she slipped towards Monica this morning at Central Perk.

Monica knew by the knock at the door that it was her long awaited lover. She just checked herself over before opening the door a sexy smirk spreading across her face as she leaned against the doorframe leading into her apartment. "Well don't you look sexy as always." Rachel murmured in a low voice as she scanned the barely covered body in front over.

"Well it is all for you, so you might as well use it, and I mean use it good." Monica said pulling the girl inside her apartment immediately connecting their lips in a passionate kiss that conjured a moan to rattle in the back of their throats.

They ended up on the couch with Rachel on top of Monica their clothes thrown across the floor with Monica begging for more from Rachel when the door flew open both women didn't hear the sounds with Monica screaming and begging so loud. But they sure did hear Chandler screaming at the sight. "WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON HERE?!"

Monica and Rachel both knew that voice. They both froze not knowing what else they could possibly. They were screwed, Monica's married was destroyed completely, Any chance Rachel had to keep a civil relationship with Ross just for Emma's sake was done. How could they be so careless as too forget about Chandler.

"Monica, what the hell is wrong with you?! Please tell me you're horribly drunk right now!" Chandler said desperate to find a reason as too why his wife and her best friend would be doing it in his apartment. Monica had reached over a grabbed her robe tying that as she threw Rachel her clothes as she quickly got dressed. "Chandler, I'm really sorry you had to find out this way. I really am, but, me and Rachel have been together for nine years as of tonight. Now, I love you, I love you with all my heart…But I'm not in love with you." She said softly, tears threatening her eyes seeing Chandler so broken hearted. Even though she didn't love him like a husband she still cared and loved him like a best friend. Rachel pulled her into a hugged and she started sobbing against her chest leaving Chandler heartbroken and now teary eyed himself.

Chandler wiped his eyes and sniffled pulling Monica away from Rachel and into a tight hug. "Monica, I care about you and I wanna say that we can be friends but I don't think I can be around you all the time without feeling so upset. I'm sorry but I need to just get out of here…" She looked at him even more teary eyed then before. "Chandler, please don't do this." She begged in a whisper.

He pressed his lips to her in a delicate kiss that only lasted enough for Monica to begin to kiss him back. Once he pulled away he packed a few things walking to the door. "Bye Monica…" He muttered silently. Monica sat in Rachel's lap crying her eyes out. "I-I….C-can't be-belive….h-h-he caught…us!" She cried hysterically. Rachel just stroked her hair, she understood why she was so upset her marriage was ruined she loved him but she knew she loved Rachel more.

"I know, sweetie. I know. You know he'll come around he just needs some time to get over the initial shock. I promise this won't ruin your friendship with him."

"Can we go lay down. I just need someone there for me right now." She half sobbed half whispered. "Sure thing, sweetheart."

The two girls walked into Monica's bedroom and fell asleep almost immediately in each others arms. Tomorrow they knew they'd have to face their three other friends but right now all that mattered was that they were together and they comforted one another.

Thats the first chapter! Please Review to know if I should continue this or not. I enjoy good and bad feedback! :)