I'm not this man you're seeing

i'm not this man at all

i'm calling for you're keeping

i'm calling, but i fall

i screwed my life completely

all because one fight

what have i done

why dont i fight?

Venom laced around his words

and seeped out through his teeth

making out the silent yells that make our life complete

Clouded blurs and sketchy outlines

making words and seeing flatlines

he takes the world and throws it far

and waits until he sees no star

His world that tumbles to the ground

crumbling down without a sound

he drinks away his frozen hell

and sneaks away to hide his bell

the bell of reality

wares real hard

grinding till it makes a scar

upon his own eternal being

just to wake and find he's screaming

Theres no way out and no way in

theres no where to start, no where to begin

hes stuck in a chasm

hes stuck in his hell

hes stuck in a spasm

he should know well

This sleeping figure, those big blue eyes

thats crystal clear as sunny skies

them lips speaking to me

but out comes no words

the silence of screaming away at the purge

His words burn a wicker

thats made out of liquer

that melts at the bottle

thats drunk at full throttle

He's the man you're seeing

I'm only underneath

building my shell till i'm fully complete

no hammer could brake it

no god could take it

no words could betake it

i'm caught in a trap

but you take away my bottle

you douse the flame

you take all the feeling

you take all the blame

the sound of silence will never remain

that sound of silence that drove me insane

i broke all the bottles

i took back the earth

i took back my sanity

its time to rebirth