He was so protective...I hated it. Sometimes I thought for sure I'd go insane...He was just so...annoying. It stressed me out. Now that I think about it...I treated him so coldly. So badly. I hurt him so much. I left him when he needed me most. All these things I wanted to say to him, that I know longer can...How greatful I was. How happy he made me. How much I...loved him...I'm sorry England...I'm sorry...Arthur.