This is another SLF fic by me. SLF stands for Saving Lives Fics, I have written two-called Motherhood about a young mother's struggles with her pregnancy and Saving The One I Love, which is about a young girls anorexia problem.

Sakura is a sixteen-year-old depressed young lady who lost all of her family members and now lives alone. She tries to take out her pain by cutting her wrists. Her best friend Tomoyo is concerned but Sakura will not let her help, Tomoyo doesn't know what to do so she runs to England.

Sakura thinks that she has no problem but a young man named Syaoran sees her wrists and tries to help the young cutter but will he be too late? Please R+R!

This SLF is about suicide and cutting which is a huge cause of death to millions of people today. Kids, mostly teens have either cut them selves or have thought or have competed suicide.

I'm a supporter of the yellow ribbon, which is Teen Suicide. Hopefully by me writing this I will help some people realize the effects of cutting your self or going suicide.

You can find more help or information at The Yellow Ribbon Project, www.yellowribbon.org or email at light4life@yellowribbon.org. You can also get help by going at www.teenagechickensoup.com 

Cutting and Suicide is a world wide problem that most of us go threw, I know I do. I'm also a person you can talk to I understand, I'm an ear that will listen to any one, because listening is different than giving advice or judging. I don't judge people by their problems and if you want advice I will try my best to give some but listening is what I do best. So if any one needs to talk then I'm always here just give me an email.

Also the third week of September is Yellow Ribbon Week, show your appreciation and you might just help out others!

Save Me

By MoshiMoshiQueen

~Thoughts~

"Talking"

(Me Talking)

^Day Dream^

Sakura's POV

I cut my wrist with the cold razor and felt the little sensation come over my body. The itching feeling that made me cut another ruby crimson line.

The red lines cover up the pain of my tear strikes. I feel slightly exhausted and take a nice cold shower washing the blood off my tired body. It flows towards the drain making me for get about the tears.

"Sakura wake up!!" yelled Tomoyo.

I opened my eyes and saw an angry pair, "Morning Tomoyo what's wrong?"

"You're late again, remember one more time you're late and you get detention?"

"Hai, I know." I said getting out from my warm bed but I jump back in forgetting about the ruby scars. "Tomoyo can you get out so I can get dressed?"

"Sure." She stopped and looked at me for a moment but left.

"Sakura what are you doing to your self? I know what you are hiding and you won' let me help." Tomoyo said to her self softly.

Memories from their past argument rang inside Tomoyo's head.

^"Tomoyo how could you think such a thing!!! I would never cut myself! I can't believe you! And you call you're self a best friend!!!!" ^

"Tomoyo come on lets go."

Tomoyo got out of her daydream, "Aren't you going to eat?"

"I will get something at school and plus I would be even more late then."

Tomoyo looked at her and frowned, she was wearing long sleeves and lots of makeup to cover her dark circles. "Sakura are you ok?"

"Please Tomoyo do we have to get into this again?"

"No, but Sakura I'm just worried."

"Don't be I'm fine. Now lets go."

~I wish she would smile just a little maybe even just a little laugh. ~ Tomoyo walked along side her best friend and sadly looked up at her.

After School

"Sakura are you sure you don't want to go somewhere?" asked Tomoyo sitting on Sakura's couch.

"No."

"Please Sakura you have to get out more."

"There you go again! I'm not sick Tomoyo!"

"No sick? Then what are these?" Tomoyo said lifting up my sleeve.

I pushed her away, "Cat scratches."

"You don't have a cat. Sakura why can't you tell me any thing? I'm you're best friend!"

"Well a best friend would just leave me alone!" I screamed.

"Fine I will leave you alone to cut your self up every night! I will leave you alone to your razor! It seems it's a better friend than me! I'm leaving to England for a few weeks!" She said opening the door.

I started to cry, Tomoyo looked away trying to leave, "Sakura I have to leave I can't stand seeing you like this any more. You won't let me help; I have to leave because you're dragging me into depression as well. Please think about getting help Sakura, please before this gets to serious."

"I have nothing to need help for." I said still lying to Tomoyo and my self.

"I'm leaving Sakura and I will be back soon. I hope you will stop lying to your self and to others. I know you will find someone who can help you the way I cannot." Said Tomoyo shutting the door and walked to her car with tears running down her face.

I looked at the door, "Now everyone is gone. I drove her away."

I felt some little voice telling her to run to her new "friend" so I did, she gave into temptation.

"Tomoyo is wrong!" I said cutting deep cuts into my ankles.

"There is nothing wrong with me I'm fine! I'm not a lair she is!"

I looked in the mirror and saw a beautiful girl but really she was turning ugly inside and out. My reflection was a lie, my mind was still playing tricks, making me see someone that I use to be and who is me any more.

I looked at the mirror again and then saw someone really ugly and I punched the mirror in frustration. "I'm not a liar! I'm fine! I'm… I'm a liar!"

I pounded my hands on the bathroom floor cutting my arms in the broken mirror's pieces.

I got up slowly with blood running down my body but I did not fell any pain, my body was numb.

I walked up to the top of the apartment building letting the wind run threw my hair and I stood up on the ledge.

"No one cares, no one stays. I'm alone so there is nothing stopping me, nothing."

I looked to the sky, "I'm coming mommy, daddy and brother. I'm coming."

I tipped over the ledge and was just about to fall down the thirteen stories of the building but someone grabbed me. Tears spilled out of my eyes, "I want to jump! Let me jump! Let go!! I want to die! Just let me die!"

Normal POV

Sakura screamed for five minutes pounding on the person's chest but she started to get weak from the loss of blood and the person carried her into the apartment building.

Sakura woke up and saw her body wrapped tightly in bandages, covering up her scars and deep wounds.

She looked around the room when someone came in Sakura covered her face with the blankets, "You know you picked a great way to kill your self but I think jumping off of a cliff into the Ocean is a much better choice."

Sakura mumbled, "I was not trying to kill me self."

"Really? My mistake I use to stand on the edges of buildings as well, but never jumped."

"You're crazy. I would never hurt my self."

"Really? You might not notice those deep cuts in your wrists and ankles but I did."

"I don't know what you're talking about." She said uncovering her eyes meeting two amber ones.

"Don't know what I'm talking about? If that's what you want. Here is some soup, eat up you want to get your strength up to heal those wounds."

"Who are you?"

"Me? My name is Li Syaoran."

End of the chapter!!! Sorry it was so bloody!!! It will start to get better in the next few chapters!! So is Syaoran going to help Sakura? Can he help? Can he do what Tomoyo could not? When I get at least five reviews I will upload the next chapter, but if a weeks pass and I don't have that many reviews I will post it any way, I always finish my fics. Please R+R!!