I Fall to Pieces
Disclaimer: I do not own Twilight!
This is my second fan fic. Enjoy!
So, here's the list of powers and abilities that Bella will have as a vampire:
-ability to transform into any animal or person
-faster than normal vampires
-retractable fangs (in the Twilight books, S. M. never mentions the Cullens having fangs, but Bella the vamp does have fangs that she can retract back into her mouth)
-skilled fighter
-ability to persuade a person to do anything (like random jumping jacks!)
- ability to appear human
-ability to manipulate fire
-ability to clone any person
-ability to listen to other's thoughts and communicate through thoughts with other vampires and humans.
Sooooooo, story time!
Chapter One: Save Me
BPOV
The woods were getting dark as I continued to stumble around, desperate to find him. I knew he couldn't leave me, he just couldn't. He told me he loved me. At least I thought he did.
Flashback
"You...don't...want me?" I tried out the words, confused by the way they sounded, placed in that order.
"No."
I stared, uncomprehending, into his eyes. He stared back without apology. His eyes were like topaz-hard and clear and very deep. I felt like I could see into them for miles and miles, yet nowhere in their bottomless depths could I see a contradiction to the word he'd spoken.
"Well, that changes things." I was surprised by how calm and reasonable my voice sounded. It must be because I was so numb. I couldn't realize what he was telling me. It still didn't make any sense.
He looked away into the trees as he spoke again. "Of course, I'll always love you...in a way. But what happened the other night (A/N: Jasper, blood, grr) made me realize that it's time for a change. Because I'm...tired of pretending to be something I'm not, Bella. I am not human." He looked back, and the icy planes of his perfect face were not human. "I've let this go on much too long, and I'm sorry for that."
"Don't." My voice was just a whisper now; awareness was beginning to seep through me, trickling like acid through my veins. "Don't do this."
He just stared at me, and I could see from his eyes that my words were far too late. He aleady had.
End Flashback
I was rudely pulled from my thoughts by a low, feral snarl. I turned my head slowly and was met by a head of fiery read hair. Victoria. She was lounging against a tree, watching me with red eyes.
Relief coursed through me. It was really too easy. I had known that Victoria wanted to kill me and now seemed as good a time as any. I wouldn't even have to suffer without my Edward for much longer. My Edward. The thought brought a small smile to my face.
Victoria sneered at me. "Aren't you going to put up a fight, human?" she snapped.
"No, Victoria, you would be doing me a favor if you killed me right now."
"Aren't you worried about what your precious Edward will do when he finds out you're dead?"
"He's gone. He and his family left me. He doesn't love me anymore," I said in a dead voice.
Victoria perked up at this news. "So, he's really gone. Well, in that case, I won't kill you. No, I think turning you will be a much better punishment for you. Your mate killed my mate. You will now have to live eternity without you Edward."
What! She was right, that was the worst punishment. Before I could think about it any longer, she lunged at me. I didn't even scream. She landed on me with a thud and knocked me to the forest floor. She gave me one final sadistic smile before leaning over and sinking her fangs into my neck. I felt a prick of pain, then nothing.
Before I knew what was happening, Victoria jumped off of me and scrambled back into the shadows. That's when the fire started. It felt like my veins were on fire and were bursting with my boiling blood. I clamped my mouth shut. I refused to scream. I let the flames engulf me as I lost any sense of who or where I was.
The fire claimed me and I forgot where I was and all that was left was the pain. I squeezed my eyes shut against the onslaught of emotions. I was going to be a vampire. That meant that I would have to disappear. What would Charlie think? I couldn't help but wonder what would happen if the Cullens came back. What would they think if they found out I had finally become one of them. Edward wouldn't have to be so damn careful.
I let out a whimper as the fire spread through my whole body and engulfed my limbs, my mind, and my heart in its blazing wrath.
Well, there's chapter one. Let me know what you think.
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