This is a very difficult subject
Its you. Its always been you and will always be. Your hair, your eyes, your voice your everything. It makes me want to explode. How can just one person out of the billions and trillions in the world make me feel like this? I want you so badly, I want to be a part of you, to feel you're the touch of your lips. Without you everything feels out of place and not seeing you everyday would probably destroy my heart. But its difficult. Why? Because you're my best friend. Still don't understand what i'm trying to say? Well let me explain, but it's a very difficult subject. Its called love. A thin line between two people, you cant see it but you can feel it. Feel its embrace, its warmth and those butterflies it gives you when you see that special someone. Sounds perfect right? Sadly its not always like that. It can be a never ending roller coaster of emotions all flooding through your head at once. And its you. You give me all of that and more. I stand there at the bus stop every single day like nothing. Always smiling and you smiling back. It may look like nothing but its every little thing you do that makes my stomach turn. How I wish I could say that I want you to be just my "best friend". But I don't I want more. I want to be able to say I love you and hold hands. Not giving a shit at what everyone thinks. To be close to be with you. And if you ever come around to knowing what you mean to me just know that i'm am yours and I will always be.
Just in case you don't know its Kyle referring to Stan.
I know its bad, but dude I was in the moment ok?
