Have you ever wondered How in the hell did I get here, who am I. I've found myself asking myself that plenty of times when I left Seattle Grace, I left home. Home …. Callie was home. She was everything, my everything. Until Mark Sloan moved in and rearranged our furniture. He busted the windows, tore down the blinds and she watched I tried to be the bigger person but she watched as he tore our lives apart. So I left.

"BEEP BEEP BEEP!" My alarm woke me from a nightmare I never want to revisit. I hear my shower running then it all rushes back to me. What's her name? Cathy? No. Melissa? No. Heather? Yes! Heather the Sexiest woman I've ever know; beautiful raven hair, deep dark brown eyes, and legs that begin at the curves of her waist. She reminds me of her … everything about her, her sass but she's just doesn't match up to Callie. I thought that I should be happy that she is a resemblance of Callie but sometimes it's just not enough. Call me picky but I want what I want. And what I wanted was Callie but beggars can't be choosers.

She appears in a towel, she stares at me with a devilish smile. I turn my head so that she knows that now is not the time but she doesn't give up. I find myself completely flat on my back with this beautiful woman above me what's wrong with me just fuck her already. She kisses me with so much want and passion that I almost give in and I try to sit up but she pushes me back down. "Uh-uh-uh, not getting out of bed for you it's your day off. " She says in an overly sexy tone.

"Okay, well can I at least shower or brush my teeth? " I say in an annoyed tone. She must have taken a hint and let up.

"Well somebody woke up on the wrong side of the bed this morning "She grumbled from the room her and I shared that night.

"Yeah, you." I mumbled from the confides of my bathroom.

Oh God what a night.

6 Months Ago…

Outside of the John Hopkins Hospital.

I walked inside with confidence, pride, and professionalism; eyes almost immediately THE ERICA HAHN is in their presence they dare not look away. I'm almost so wrapped up in myself I don't notice the redhead in come directly toward me , I had to double take this woman reminded me of an older Addison Montgomery but this is no such woman. "Dr. Hahn its pleasure having you join us here at JHU. My name is Delores Forbes Chief of Surgery here at JHU , we spoke on the phone?" she states her voice filled with concern as she ponders if I'm going to shake her hand ; I immediately shake it as my whole demeanor changes and I'm fully paying attention " Oh! Yes Dr. Forbes, please forgive me you seemed related to an old co-worker" I state. At this the older woman chuckles "My Niece is Addison Montgomery, I assume that is who you were referring to? " She more so states than asks. "Yes I was and I must say beauty must run through the family." I add with a polite smile. "Thank you Dr. Hahn, Now how about we head up to your new department."

Here we go again . . . .

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