" Clare, you're forgetting something!" my father yelled.

" Yes father?" I murmured.

And then he punched me in the stomach. I waited there trying to hid all my pain from my father because I knew he would go for another shot. He then punched me again but this time with more force, making me crumble into a ball on the floor.

He made me feel sick when he laughed and walked out of my room. Nice father I got there right. Not. I reached for my cell phone that was only a arm lenght away. I whimpered as I stretched cause not only was my father abusive, I had another problem. I had an eating disorder. My rib cage would show if I wore tight stuff.

It felt as if my rib cage would crack any second now. As my hand reached the phone my fingers curled around it, and draged it back to me. I quickly dialed Eli's number. After the third ring he picked up.

" Hello?"

" Eli it's Clare," I tried hiding my pain, but failed.

" Clare what's wrong? Where are you? Do you need me to come get you?"

" I'm at my house, but I don't know where my dad is."

" What did he do to you?" Eli growled.

" I'll tell you after you pick me up, please hurry." I whispered.

" Hold in there Clare. I'll be right there."

I layed there, staring at the ceiling. My sight began blinking red and before I knew it I heard Eli climb up the tree by my room. I heard him jump onto the balcony and open the door. His loud footsteps made me think of the first night I felt like I wasn't perfect and my eating disorder began.

~Flashback~

" Your worthless. You've made this family fall to pieces. You made Darcy leave. You ruined your mother's and I relastionship. You just wanna make this whole family fall apart till the pieces are to small to fix don't you Clare!" He yelled as he pushed me down.

" I didn't do any of those things! Please dad stop!" I cried as he kicked me.

" You'll never be worth anything!" He yelled.

" I'm worth alot more than you think I am!," I sobbed.

He kicked one last time as hard as he could in the stomach. He than began walking away leaving me alone crying. When I got up I began to think I was worthless, and over hours of thinking I decided he was right, I never would be perfect or worth anything.

~FlashBack Over~

" Blue eyes! Are you ok? What happened." Eli asked holding me.

" Please, please Eli. Get me out of here, I can't come back here. I can't stand it here anymore," I cried into his shoulder.

" Let's get out of here. I'll try finding you a place to stay." Eli whispered as he slowly began crawling out the window with me in his arms.