**Flasback; 5 years before this story**

"No...It can't be! How is it even...?!"

I said, my mind processing what I had been told. I couldn't believe it. But I knew just damn why. I wasn't gonna admit it, though.

The doctor there shrugged,"I'm unsure how a male like you can be able to have such an occurance, but it happned." I just sighed.

Before we both left to go our own way after the I had stood, the doctor spoke,"Three of them."

Three. That word replayed in my mind. Three to carry. Three that that person had put into me. Three from being a child of scientists and being an experimented person. All of this, now revolved around the number three.

But I had to remember the positives. Three new lives. Three potential geniouses(chances are, they'd be, I mean, I am one, and the one I know was their father,(he was actually one though his chocoholic actions made him seem nothing like one), is.

But the thing is, he had moved away after he found out there was chances of it possible with me. He didn't want a child.

But why not? He had loved me until then. Was it because I kept secrets from him? Things I should have said that night? I hated myself in my mind for this. How could I have been so thoughtless? I remembered it like it was yesterday. My confession.

"Nate?" the blonde haired man called to me. I turned to his direction, right into his ice blue eyes.

"Yes?"

"I know...you're hiding a secret from me. What may this 'secret' be..? You can trust me.."

I gulped. He wanted to know the childhood I didn't want to. I sighed,revealing my past to my only love and rival at the time.

"I had been through house to house, my family was full of scientists. I could not escape it. One of my family members did an experiment and it resulted in me being like a female in some ways..."

I saw the blue in his eyes turn from a consern and confusion into many mixed emotions,"Near. How did you never tell me?! I wouldn't have done anything to you if I knew that."

I knew that. But I knew something else, so I smiled as gently as I could,"Don't worry, there's little to no chance you did anything~"

"How do you know?! You know what."

I watched Mello get his things together. Clothes,everything. He reached the door,"Nate Kee- No, Rivers. I'm not gonna even think if I didn't. I want no part of this now. You'll be lucky if I return."

That was when he left. My heart almost breaking in two...if it weren't for me getting sick right once he left, of course. That was the only thing keeping me from him...was them.