Okay this is my first fanfiction Ever and im not very old so sorry if its not that good. please review! constructive criticism is fine, just dont crush me D:

obviously I dont own glee, if I did there would be much more kinn :)


'' So they just kicked her out?'' asked Kurt, to Finn

''yeah, gave her half an hour to pack. Her father set the wrong time on the microwave.''

''I'm sorry I guess my idea kinda sucked, hu.'' Kurt really did feel sorry for Finn. As much he wanted him and Quinn to brake-up he felt awful with the fact it was his fault Finn was so upset, Kurt would do so much to see him smile, even just once.

''No, this is good. No more secrets, its all out there all the feelings, you know. And that's better, right?''

Kurt hesitated in his own thoughts for a few seconds before remembering to answer ''yes better'' Kurt awkwardly said nodding his head vigorously.

''Okay uh, you really helped me when I was trying to find my song, so what is it?'' Finn said struggling with his words. He said it as quickly as he could while still sounding normal just to stop the uncomfortable silent's which only lasted a few seconds but it could have lasted for hours if he didn't say something.

This is a perfect time to just tell him who you feel. Kurt said to himself. But how will he react? Maybe he'll hate me forever. Although he did just say its good to share you feelings, but knowing Finn he'll freak out and just ignore me for weeks maybe mouths!

Ohh what do I have to loose? your teeth maybe! a voice said at the back of his head. I don't care I'm going for it.

''I honestly love you''

'' ohh cool uh..'' Kurt got slightly exited for a split second until he continued ''…I don't know the song or anything, but it sounds nice and positive and stuff-''finn got cut of by Kurt

''No, Finn that's not what I meant, and I'm sure you know it.'' Kurt sadly spat out at him.

At this point Finn could only think 'oh god, oh god, oh god!' and just wanted to run away. But he new I shouldn't, plus he wasn't shore if his legs would work or if he'd just fall over if he tried.

'' look Finn I'm sorry. J… just, please don't freak out'' Kurt wasn't even sure why he said the last part, because by the look on Finns face it was a little to late.

'' oh my god I… I'm so sorry I shouldn't of said anything, I'm such an idiot, it… its that its been bugging me for so long, and I know nothing can happen I.. I'' kurt was talking faster and faster as he went on.

So he stopped took his face out of his hands, shook them a bit and breathed slowly to calm down. He was rather red and as he opened his eye Finn saw they were quite puffy and red.

Kurt just leaned back on the piano, looked at his feet and tried not to cry, He was so embarrassed.

They both stood there in silent's. It wasn't even awkward, they were to lost in there thoughts for it to be.

Finn realizes that he hadn't said anything for quite some time now and also how awful Kurt felt so he slowly began walking other to him.

The first footstep made Kurt jump and open his eyes suddenly.

Kurt stood there shivering in anticipation as Finn took his time walking over to him. Each footstep made Kurt mentally flinch and he became more and more worried of what was going to happen to him.

Then Kurt saw Finns feet in front of him as he stopped walking.

Finn put his hand on Kurt's shoulder which made his jump up and look at him.

Kurt nervously stared into Finns beautiful brown eyes. He could now calm down a bit because even though Finn obviously didn't know what to say he wasn't angry.

'' it-its okay'' Finn struggled to say

Kurt just looked at him in disbelief and confusion . He wanted to speak but he couldn't . luckily Finn could see this.

'' its okay, really'' Finn was now gaining confidence now and Kurt began to relax '' I mean girls get crushes over me all the time, why should I care if it's a guy?''

Wow Finn's so understanding, Kurt though to himself , he's always so nice to me ''god I love him'' Kurt whispered to himself without even realizing it.

Finn was a little uncomfortable after Kurt's statement, but decided to forget about it knowing Kurt hadn't meant to say it.

Finn gave Kurt a sweet little smile to show him everything was fine. Kurt replied with a breathy laugh in relief.

Finn hugged Kurt quickly and pretended not to notice Kurt sniffing him so he didn't get worried again. And with that they both walked out the door not saying another word


okaaaayyy, it was kinda sort, i'll try and make it longer next time. please, please, please tell me what you think. thanks for reading it by the way ;)