Disclaimer: -- I don't want to talk about it. :stomps from room:

Props: The lyrics are from Stories by Trapt, I was listening to it and it struck me how well it fit these two. Anyways I will put the full lyrics at the bottom for those who want to hear all of it.

"I found a light and then it grew

I found myself, still thinking of you

I felt so empty, but now I'm fine

But still its burning, when will you be mine?"

Bittersweet

He didn't want to do it, they both knew that, but Sasuke didn't care. Naruto would do it if he asked him, Sasuke knew how to use the guilt dwelling in the blonde. He had saved him, time and time again Sasuke had almost died to ensure the fox vessels safety, and the guilt of his friend numerous injuries and hospital stays was weighing heavily on the younger ninja. Sasuke should have felt bad for forcing the boy into this as he motioned him closer, Naruto was reluctant, you could see it in his eyes that he was thinking about running. But he didn't, instead he slowly made his way to where Sasuke was sitting on the hospital bed, bandages still around his stomach and arms with one covering a fair sized cut on his cheek. Naruto was blushing, he should have been used to it by now, this wasn't the first time Sasuke had made him repay him like this.

Sasuke reached out to the boy who was refusing to meet his eyes and unzipped the orange jacket uncovering the black shirt underneath, even with the baggy shirt Sasuke could see the lines of the slim waist.

"Someone could come in..."

"No, I locked the door."

Naruto had such a small frame, Sasuke ghosted his hands along the boys sides recalling the by now familiar form. Naruto looked away but allowed the caress, he was probably ashamed, first not being able to protect himself, then having Sasuke guilt him into having sex.

/Narutos poor ego is taking a brutal assault./

Sasuke took Narutos hips and pulled the boy onto the bed and onto Sasukes lap. Sasuke leaned in kissing the soft skin of Naruto's neck, his skin was smooth and warm emitting the soft scent that had to be Naruto. Sasuke locked his arms around Naruto and closed his eyes moving his lips over the bend of Narutos neck. He could feel the pulse of the other boy and almost hear his heartbeat. If he waited long enough...he could usually fool himself into believing Naruto wanted this as much as he did.

The younger shinobi didn't make any move to help Sasuke as he extracted the boy from his shirt, but he didn't make it difficult either, Sasuke leaned forward and ignored the dull throb from his stomach. He had only just came to, he probably should wait until he was healed..but he wanted Naruto now. His tongue slipped out lapping at the slightly tanned skin of Naruto's chest and his hands lightly traced the lines of the boys immature muscles, even if Naruto did want to do it, his body reacted to the intimate touches. He shivered and Sasuke smiled, fancying the boy was silently praying for Sasuke to touch him more. He obliged the imaginary pleas and moved his wet kisses down to Narutos nipple, teasing it with teeth and tongue as the blonde made a choked whimper. Sasukes hands moved down to Naruto's pants quickly untying the tie holding them up then unzipping them, completely aware of the sound it made like it was loud as thunder. He couldn't ignore the throbbing ache between his legs, it only worsened as Naruto unintentionally rubbed him as he squirmed when Sasuke ran a thumb over a perked nipple. He gripped Narutos waist picking the smaller boy up then setting him on the bed next to him, Naruto watched him curious though still bright red and breathing heavily. Sasuke ignored the silent question and turned getting on his hands and knees, leaning over Naruto as he pushed him back on the bed.

"We can't take it as slow as usual right now. Sorry."

Naruto blushed worse and looked away, "Just get it over with."

Sasuke spared a moment to glare, that wasn't what Naruto was supposed to say, he was supposed to be begging for Sasuke to get back to the torturous touches from before. Naruto remained silent and Sasuke glared worse at the ashamed look in his eyes, the blonde idiot was ruining his illusion.

"Hn. Fine."

Sasuke unceremoniously yanked the pants off Naruto pulling the boxers with them so the blonde lay staring like Sasuke had just grown another head and naked in front of his rival/best friend. Sasuke smirked, if he couldn't pretend Naruto loved him back with matching passion then he could imagine Naruto had asked for the torment. He leaned back on his heels and stared at Narutos exposed semi-erect bottom half with a smug smirk, Naruto glared and pulled his legs together trying to cover himself.

"Don't just stare like that!"

Sasuke scoffed grabbing Narutos knees pulling them apart while his eyes locked with Narutos.

/We're close, anyone in the village could see that...so why can'tyou want this too Naruto.../

A pain shot through his chest at the thought and he glared losing the arrogant demeanor in favor of a more hostile look. Naruto noted the change and though the heat didn't leave his glare or the blush escape his cheeks, he left his legs open even after the hands left his knees. Sasuke quickly pulled his own erection from the thin cotton prison and hissed as the air made contact with the bared sensitive skin. The raven haired boy took Narutos hips lifting him and placing the blondes bottom on his lap, Naruto closed his eyes, slamming them shut and forcing himself to relax knowing from past experiences that it would only hurt more if he didn't. Sasuke gave him a moment to calm himself before leaning in and not really gently pushing into the small form, Naruto bit back a pleasure noise making it escape as more of a whimper. Sasuke however had no such reservations and groaned at the feel of Naruto closing around him, it took almost all his will power to keep from slamming into him, but he somehow managed to go in slowly until he was completely incased in the boy. He paused for a moment and leaned with his hands on either side of Narutos head and pressed their bodies closer, he wanted Narutos heart...

/...But if I can't have that then I at least want to have Narutos body/

He let his mind fool itself and once again imagined Naruto was enjoying it, that Naruto wanted it...he needed him to want it. He moved his hands letting his body balance on his knees and took Narutos hands interlacing their fingers as he began moving slowly in and out of Naruto. It was hot and tight and incredibly good, just like it always was with Naruto, the noises the boy made send shivers through Sasukes body, the faces he wore as Sasuke moved inside him made the raven haired ninjas heart stop then speed just to restart the cycle. More. He needed more of Naruto.

Sasuke pulled back and turned the boy over onto his stomach and took his hips pushing into him again as Naruto muffled his cries of either pain or pleasure, or both, into the mattress. His hand snaked around the small hips and grasped Narutos neglected erection pumping it in time to his thrusts and making Naruto gasp. Just a little longer, a few more thrusts, a little more and he would be at his limit. Naruto gave a shuddering cry into the sheets and came releasing on Sasukes hand though the older teen continued caressing the others spent member making Naruto whimper and shiver.

/Just a little more...let me feel you just a little more...Naruto.../

Sasuke slammed his eyes closed as he froze, completely surrendering to the absolute ecstasy ripping through his pale body and pouring out into Naruto. For him the moment seemed to go one forever but was over in seconds, Sasuke wanted to stay in the bed with Naruto, he wanted to hold him and cuddle like real lovers would after such activities.

/Hn. Imagine that, Uchiha Sasuke wants to cuddle.../

But even Sasukes sour sarcasm didn't ease the pin pricks of pain needling at his heart as Naruto shoved him away making Sasuke pull out of him before he quickly stood and began gathering his clothes. Sasuke stared at him.

/Watch any second now he will turn and smile and come climb back onto the hospital bed...any second now.../

Naruto ignored Sasukes seed slipping down his leg and quickly pulled on his clothes as Sasuke fought back the urge to pull him to the bed again, all the while trying to sooth the sensations in his chest. He knew Naruto wasn't getting back in the bed, now if he could only force his heart to come to terms with it...Naruto turned zipping up his jacket and looked for a moment at Sasuke probably curious about the strange expression Sasuke only now noticed he wore. In a flash a smirk replaced it, more out of habit than any intentional desire. He laid back putting himself back in his pants and put his hands behind his head, he carelessly shoved the dirty sheets off the bed.

"That's enough for this time right?"

Sasuke almost winced at the cold voice, most people didn't know the boy could speak so emotionlessly. He instead slide back into his usual asshole style speaking just as cooly.

"Whatever."

Naruto turned to leave and Sasuke spoke, a desperate attempt at keeping the boy there longer, just to see the cloudless blue eyes turned his direction for a moment longer.

/Stay with me...please./

"Heh. You still suck at sex though."

Sasuke screamed at himself, that wasn't what he wanted to say, he wanted to ask him, beg him, to stay.

Naruto blushed worse and hurriedly went to the door throwing it open and awkwardly dashing out too fast to even notice Sasuke had lied, it had been unlocked the whole time. After a moment of sitting staring at the door Sasuke looked down seeing his stomach was bleeding again, he knew he should have waited. He didn't even try to call a nurse, maybe if he was lucky he would bleed to death, right before slipping away to oblivion Sasuke could trick himself again, thinking he was going to die and Naruto would come cry over his lovers dead body. Yeah, Naruto would be inconsolable, throwing himself on the grave and begging for Sasuke back. He would declare his love for the raven haired boy in front of the whole town and pray for Sasuke to come back to him...yeah...that wouldn't be such a bad way to die.

"Too much of the same stories in our lives

I think its time for a change don't you?

Too much of the same stories in our lives

I think its time for us to walk away from here."

-Owari-

A/N: Okay, I have definitely been watching too many depressing movies and listening to too much Trapt. Sorry for the angst-full ficlette, I have been in a horrible writers block for a while, this fic is the first I have written in a while (well the first finished thing) Anyways sorry if they seem a little OOC. D Anyways please read and review! XD I love hearing your opinions!

-Ja ne! ded

Lyrics:

I found a line and then it grew
I found myself still thinking of you
I felt so empty and now I'm fine
But still it's burning, when will you be mine?

Too much of the same stories in our lives
I think it's time for change, don't you?
Too much of the same stories in our lives
I think it's time for us to walk away from here

Stories in our lives, we keep them all inside

Stories in our lives, we keep them all inside

Look at me still in your mind
Our memories so intertwined
Well you broke through and found your way
And so did I no need to stay
The same old picture, tried and true
Been through there, let's look for something new

Too much of the same stories in our lives
I think it's time for change, don't you?
Too much of the same stories in our lives
I think it's time for us to walk away from here

Do you remember lying on the beach so late at night
Do you remember running through the sprinklers that night
Do you remember all the songs that I have wrote for you,
All the songs that I have wrote for you
(For you)

I remember, the way you made me feel when I was with you
I remember, the smile that always brought me back to you
That look in your eyes, I never thought that this could be untrue

That look in your eyes, I never thought that this could be untrue

Too much of the same stories in our lives
I think it's time for change, don't you?
Too much of the same stories in our lives
I think it's time for us to walk away from here
(Untrue
Do do da da
do do da da
do do da da
do do da da
do yeah yeah yeah)

Too much of the same stories in our lives
I think it's time for change, don't you?
Too much of the same stories in our lives
I think it's time for us to walk away from here