AN:Wrote this while watchingthe Time of Doctor a half hour ago here in the US. Suprised how it mimics the end. I miss him already.

His breathing came out harshly. Clutching his chest as he limped into the Tardis, he slid against the doors and bit his lip. A trembling hand opened the aged letter he kept in his jacket. A small smile played at his lips when he saw the front of the envelope.

You'll know

Those two words had eluded him for the past year, the year since he lost her. But now as the fire burned through his veins it made sense he knew.

Dear Doctor,

If you're reading this it means your time has come. I don't know if I'll be with you when it happens or somewhere else but just know you're not alone. You were there for me when I was alone and now I'm here for you.

When I first met you I was lost and at the edge but you pulled me back, you were anger. You saved me, and I will always thank you for that. When had nothing to live for and though there was nothing special you showed me the universe and that everyone is important and special.

Doctor, you are the hope to people and species across time and space but to me you are my dork in a bowtie. You saved me in every way possible, I love you, I always will no matter what happens to me or you for all of time. You were my best friend, the man who saved life. I can never thank you enough.

I miss you I love you and will never forget you. Doctor, my madman in a blue box, I know your time has run out and this life is almost over but I'll be seeing you again really soon.

I have no idea how to thank you, I love you and will always be waiting to save you, just like you saved me.

I love you across all of time and space, see you soon.

The Girl Who Was Saved

Hot tears fell thick and fast mixing with the sweat on his face. This wasn't fair, all that time he spent never knowing how she feel and know it was too late. She was gone and the clock was striking twelve for him. He screamed as the white hot pain burned through his body. He shook his head, his hair falling in his eyes.

"Doctor come on."

His head snapped up, there she stood her arms cross her smirk on her face. This couldn't be real she was dead. "What- how?"

He was cut off by her lips on his. "It's okay. I'm here."

Faces flashed in his mind, the Ponds, River and Clara but everything always came back to her, she was his center. In the back of his mind part of him knew this had to be a projection or a hallucination but he mostly didn't care. Another groaned escaped from his mouth as his finger tips began to glow. His eyes locked on hers.

"Why?"

Her hand stretched out to meet his and lock fingers. The golden light radiated from his hands and her touch was all to real. Her lips brushed against his ear and she whispered the same three words he did to her all those years ago.

"To save you."

Tears of joy and sorrow mixed together with regeneration energy. "O-Okay."

He retook her hand and felt the final waves of light engulf him. The clock was striking twelve this Doctor's time was over now. He was where he belonged.

AN: (runs away sobbing) I can't say goodbye to Matt yet in the US the special is almost over. This is crappy but I needed to closure Eleven in my Doctor he gave me hope when I needed it, when time were rough I always had hope in my madman in a bluebox. Thank you Matt Smith, for everything. I hope you enjoyed reviews will be nice. I will edit later