Disclamer: I don't own them (neither Squall nor Seifer nor anyone else)!
Warning: Shounen-ai, pure and simple. Not too much though. Just a bit. But if you don't like it, don't read anyway. PG-13, I think... I'm not that good at rating...
Alone And Lonely?
Squall sat down on the bed and sighed. Then he covered his legs with a cozy blanket, and tried not to think about anything.
He failed.
The first unwanted thought to enter his mind was "I'm alone". It was truthful enough, 'cause everybody else went to Dollet to take part in the annual festival. The only ones to stay at the Garden were he and Seifer. But Seifer was no person to bother thinking of, so Squall was alone.
The second thought was "I'm lonely". Again, it was the truth, pure and simple. He sniffed, remembering Irvine saying something about loneliness of sharpshooters. Irvine lied: he isn't a loner, he's got Selphie, and Selphie isn't going to leave her date as Rinoa did. Zell has his hotdogs, and Quistis has just found herself an adoring passion -- the instructor at a fellow garden. Only Squall has got no one, only Squall and Seifer, but Seifer seems like he just doesn't need anyone at all, so Squall was lonely.
The third thought could be expressed as "Why am I so unlucky?"
The fourth was "What can I do?"
The fifth "Commit suicide, perhaps?"
The sixth "No way."
Then Squall lost count, but found out that he could no longer sit there. He simply had to do something... anything. He stood up and went out of his dorm room.
Squall headed into the training center, trying to find some monster to fight with. He found and fought one sleepy T-Rex, and was very surprised when it ran away at the last moment. Disappointed, Squall returned to his room, realizing that he didn't know how to fight the most dangerous monster -- depression.
Darkness had fallen, so he tried to sleep, but failed yet again. He ate some stale hamburgers, but it wasn't what he wanted.
"I don't want to be alone", he said to himself. Squall felt so lost and helpless that he wanted to cry. He left his room again, walking slowly and not knowing where he wanted to get to.
He ended up at the 2nd floor balcony. The moon smiled peacefully from above. Squall suddenly realized he did want to go here, to stay on the balcony, smelling the ocean breeze and watching the growing moon. He sat in the corner next to the metal border, tear-eyed, looking into the night for about one hour.
The best loneliness is the beautiful loneliness, and at that point he was beautiful. But... he was no longer alone.
Seifer walked up to him and stood there, looking at the far city lights.
"Leave me alone, Almasy!" said Squall, his voice trembling.
"What's wrong, Leonheart?" no one could foresee that Seifer did care about something.
"You'll never understand."
"Why, am I so dumb?", Seifer said, with a hint of a smile.
"You really want to listen?"
"Sure, why not?"
"Oh, okay. Do you think I'm happy?"
"Yes, you should be."
"Well, I'm not," said Squall and silence continued.
"Why?" Seifer sounded really interested.
"Well...
Do you know what it's like to be lonely? To see that no one understands you? To feel no one cares about you? You'll say 'What about your friends?' They're not real friends. They're just company. Just a party. None of them feels the same way as I do." Squall turned his back to Seifer to hide tears in his eyes and continued.
"And I need someone to feel things like I feel them. To be near me. You're different, you're the strong one. You don't need this kind of crap. You don't care-"
Squall stopped speaking because he felt that Seifer embraced him from behind. The embrace was soft and gentle - not the kind you could expect from Seifer, if you could expect any at all. Squall turned to him, confused.
Seifer removed his gloves and slowly wiped up Squall's tears with his hand.
"You're wrong, I do care," said Seifer and landed a kiss on Squall's open lips.
~~~~~~~
I like yaoi/yury, so I simply *had* to try one of these!!! I know this has been done numerous times before, but...
Read and review!!! Please! If you like it, I'll make a sequel! ^-^
Warning: Shounen-ai, pure and simple. Not too much though. Just a bit. But if you don't like it, don't read anyway. PG-13, I think... I'm not that good at rating...
Alone And Lonely?
Squall sat down on the bed and sighed. Then he covered his legs with a cozy blanket, and tried not to think about anything.
He failed.
The first unwanted thought to enter his mind was "I'm alone". It was truthful enough, 'cause everybody else went to Dollet to take part in the annual festival. The only ones to stay at the Garden were he and Seifer. But Seifer was no person to bother thinking of, so Squall was alone.
The second thought was "I'm lonely". Again, it was the truth, pure and simple. He sniffed, remembering Irvine saying something about loneliness of sharpshooters. Irvine lied: he isn't a loner, he's got Selphie, and Selphie isn't going to leave her date as Rinoa did. Zell has his hotdogs, and Quistis has just found herself an adoring passion -- the instructor at a fellow garden. Only Squall has got no one, only Squall and Seifer, but Seifer seems like he just doesn't need anyone at all, so Squall was lonely.
The third thought could be expressed as "Why am I so unlucky?"
The fourth was "What can I do?"
The fifth "Commit suicide, perhaps?"
The sixth "No way."
Then Squall lost count, but found out that he could no longer sit there. He simply had to do something... anything. He stood up and went out of his dorm room.
Squall headed into the training center, trying to find some monster to fight with. He found and fought one sleepy T-Rex, and was very surprised when it ran away at the last moment. Disappointed, Squall returned to his room, realizing that he didn't know how to fight the most dangerous monster -- depression.
Darkness had fallen, so he tried to sleep, but failed yet again. He ate some stale hamburgers, but it wasn't what he wanted.
"I don't want to be alone", he said to himself. Squall felt so lost and helpless that he wanted to cry. He left his room again, walking slowly and not knowing where he wanted to get to.
He ended up at the 2nd floor balcony. The moon smiled peacefully from above. Squall suddenly realized he did want to go here, to stay on the balcony, smelling the ocean breeze and watching the growing moon. He sat in the corner next to the metal border, tear-eyed, looking into the night for about one hour.
The best loneliness is the beautiful loneliness, and at that point he was beautiful. But... he was no longer alone.
Seifer walked up to him and stood there, looking at the far city lights.
"Leave me alone, Almasy!" said Squall, his voice trembling.
"What's wrong, Leonheart?" no one could foresee that Seifer did care about something.
"You'll never understand."
"Why, am I so dumb?", Seifer said, with a hint of a smile.
"You really want to listen?"
"Sure, why not?"
"Oh, okay. Do you think I'm happy?"
"Yes, you should be."
"Well, I'm not," said Squall and silence continued.
"Why?" Seifer sounded really interested.
"Well...
Do you know what it's like to be lonely? To see that no one understands you? To feel no one cares about you? You'll say 'What about your friends?' They're not real friends. They're just company. Just a party. None of them feels the same way as I do." Squall turned his back to Seifer to hide tears in his eyes and continued.
"And I need someone to feel things like I feel them. To be near me. You're different, you're the strong one. You don't need this kind of crap. You don't care-"
Squall stopped speaking because he felt that Seifer embraced him from behind. The embrace was soft and gentle - not the kind you could expect from Seifer, if you could expect any at all. Squall turned to him, confused.
Seifer removed his gloves and slowly wiped up Squall's tears with his hand.
"You're wrong, I do care," said Seifer and landed a kiss on Squall's open lips.
~~~~~~~
I like yaoi/yury, so I simply *had* to try one of these!!! I know this has been done numerous times before, but...
Read and review!!! Please! If you like it, I'll make a sequel! ^-^
