Okay, so this is right after Rose saves Dimitri. He is in his cell, and she isn't allowed to see him.
Spirit Bound
I paced back and forth in my desolate room. It had been an entire day and I still hadn't seen Dimitri. Only because he didn't want to see me. Why? That was the question I kept asking myself. Why? The word echoed in my mind like an old folk song with a constant rhythm. I sat down on my bed for a few minutes and then resumed pacing. I couldn't stop stirring, my heart wouldn't allow that with its rapid beat. I wanted to see him, I needed to see him.
I changed the course of my pacing into an actual route, ready to make my way to the dungeons and ram myself through, without getting blocked by the guards that were sure to be all over the place, when I was stopped at the door. What was I doing? What was happening? I couldn't think, all I wanted was to be with Dimitri. He would embrace me in him arms and kiss me with so much passion and affection that all the bad memories of his Strigori life would disappear and we could live happily ever after. But that was what I wanted. It wasn't reality. Because in truth, I didn't think past the risk of changing him back, I didn't consider the repercussions. Dimitri would remember his Strigori life. Everything he'd done to innocent people, everything he'd done to me. The realization hit me like a fist. What had I done?
I focused on Lissa to see if she'd learned anything on new on Dimitri, she was after all the only person he truly wanted in his company at the moment. I concentrated for about a minute before I was sucked into her perspective, seeing everything from her eyes. I was shocked to see where she was.
"How are you feeling Dimitri?"
"I'm okay"
"Are they treating you alright?"
"No one has harmed me"
"So you are ready for visitors?"
"Lissa, I told you I don't want to see her"
"She loves you Dimitri"
"I don't want to see her"
