A/N: Yes, yes, I know, the title is very corny. But please, just read it. I wrote this immediately after Episode 24 of Neon Genesis Evangelion, and not only does it have deep philosophical meaning to the series, but it also has meaning to me. I rated it M because, for one thing, these types of thoughts are not for children, and I doubt that many could understand them. And, for another, Later on in the story, I will have other, more…spicy…Chapters following this one. Okay! Now, for the disclaimer!
Disclaimer: I do not own Neon Genesis Evangelion; I only own this story/plot line. And if you steal it, I'll kill you!
Who am I?
What am I?
Who is God?
What is God?
In the place that we, as humans, cannot reach, does a person achieve that which we desire the most?
Do we long for it, that thing we call love?
And yet…we throw it away, aimlessly, at the wind…never wishing to be hurt. What we don't realize is that we are hurting ourselves…
Is that what you wish, my Shinji-kun?
Wh-who are you?
Don't you know, my Shinji-kun? I am the one who you desire the most, the person who you wish would love you, and in return, you can love me.
Who am I?
What am I?
Am I God?
If so, can God truly be defined as one being?
In my soul, I know, for a fact, that I am in love. With whom, I know not…
Do I long to be loved?
And yet…no one loves me. No one cares. All they care about is themselves. They give themselves in to false hopes, to false dreams, and never realize the reality before them. What they don't realize is that they are hurting themselves…
So, what is it, my Shinji? What is your deepest desire? What do you desire the most, from the very depths of your soul?
To be loved, and to be able to love in return…
Then, I shall grant you your wish, my love…It's a promise.
A/N: Okay, there's what I call chapter 1. I really like where this is going, so I'm going to continue writing this, and update in an undisclosed amount of time. I haven't seen the movies yet, but the way the series ended, I can have my way with it in any manner I want. Heeheehee…I…am………………………………
PERVY! Heeheehee…
