FIRST STORY PLEASE NO BAD REVIEWS.

PLEASE HELP ME MOM!

Dear diary, I could never do this to my child what will I do. I can't give him up. I want what's best for him; what I'm doing is not best for him. Sense I got pregnant I feel so angry what am I gonna do. I caused so many people to feel pain. I'm depressed everyday. This how it all began.... I was at a party December 25, 2009 at a Christmas party and gotten drunk and did not see pictures correct. I saw someone on top of me, me saying please stop and I didn't know what to do; I couldn't move with the weight on top me. I lost my virginity that night. I woke in the morning and was lying down in my bed. I didn't know what to do I began to cry. Weeks after I woke up in the morning feeling sick and I quickly ran the bathroom. I thought I was sick but I felt something in side me growing. After school I set a doctors appointment. I entered. '' Amy come in.'' I walk in terrified. She began to set the gel on my stomach. She announced that I was pregnant. I felt the bumps all around my body. I thanked her and gave her the money. I ran out got into my car and called my mom and began.....

''Hunny how this happen?''

'' Mom I cant talk right now. I will see you at home.''

''Okay hunny. I love you be safe. You don't wanna hurt the baby.''

I took every breathe slow. I got raped. How could I gone to that party? I banged my hand to the steering wheel and began to cry. I sat in my car for about 15 minutes thinking. I started my car and began to back up and leave.

** WHEN I ARRIVE MY HOUSE**

I got so scared. The look on my mom face was upsetting. I ran to her and we started to cry.

'' I don't –''

'' Amy don't worry, you keep the baby.''

'' Who's gonna--''

''Ams don't worry.''

''Mom I got drunk at Danny's party and got raped, that's how I got pregnant.''

My mother stood there in shock. The room got quiet.

'' Amy –''

'' Yea that's why didn't leave my room, go anywhere, or call my friends.''

'' Hunny you could of told me this early.''

'' Mom I couldn't. I felt disgusted.''

'' Amy everything's gonna be okay.''

'' I love you mom.I was gonna give up but I cant do this my kid I love him even if he or she not born. I'm keeping my kid.''

'' Ams that's the right thing to do and I believe in you. Amy I got pregnant with you when I was 15.''

'' Oh my gosh! Now 15 years later you daughter is pregnant and having a baby. I'm so sorry mom.''

'' It's okay. I'm here for you.''

We walked into the kitchen.

''Amy come eat dinner. Feed the baby.''

''Haha. Okay mom.''

I hoped you like it. Soon be expecting. Chapter 2.