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To think that you could live forever, it's a stupid thought. I wish I could go back in time just to tell Akise that I loved him, but then, what would we do then? Yuno would still have killed him, and everything would have still turned out the same. I couldn't take it anymore. It's funny because with me being the new "god" and all, no matter how many times I tried to end it all, I could never die. Everything around me is still the same as five hundred years ago, and endless black shadowy area. I never noticed until a little after the events, that since I was a new "god", I could do almost anything I wanted. But that's just it, almost. I couldn't bring back the dead, I couldn't undo what has been done. Ah, the lovely blissful pain in my heart. Hahahahahahaha!
"Hey, how long are you going to sulk?" Oh, it's only the stupid brat. It seems like everytime I turn around she's complaining.

"Shut up you brat."

"Common, it's been five hundred years, do something with this place. It's boring and you're always a jerk." I said nothing back to the brat, after all she was right. It had been five hundred years, and the place was still the same old boring, plain place, and I had become quite the jerk over the years. Well, had you lost someone that did everything in his power to show how much he cared, then died revealing a great secret, then for you to AFTER his death realize how much you really loved, no, love him, I'm pretty sure you'd feel the same way. I could no longer take the thoughts and images known as memories to run through my head and mock me. I tried to calm myself, but everytime I did so, Akise ran through my head. It was always him. Akise! Akise! Akise! Akise! Akise! Akise! I just thought of something, as much as the brat doesn't deserve it, what if I gave her my powers and just died? Even if I was placed back on earth as a human, I could still kill myself. Looking at the brat, she acted so stupid, but she wasn't, that was a given.

"Hey brat? How can someone give up their powers if they want to?" I must have shocked her big time because she was silent in an instant. Then she came over and sat in my lap, looking at me, studying me with these big eyes that read but nothing except confusion.

"Well, the last that I knew, you could give them to any single souled person as long as they are willing to accept the said powers. Why do you ask?" Just as I thought, well I guess I can try it.
"Well, I wanted to stop being….god. I mean it's been five hundred years, and quite honestly. I don't want to live like this anymore. So why not give it to someone who would actually do something with it? Would you accept them?" Once more, shocked eyes stared at me.

"Are you insane? You realize that would kill you right?" I laughed. Did she really think me to not be aware of that? That's exactly what I was trying to do.

"Of course I'm aware of that! You know that's what I've been trying to do for the past years. Please! I can't do this anymore. JUst let me die already!" By now I was crying. Actually worse than that, I was sobbing, shaking, and gasping for air along with holding my chest because my heart hurt so bad. The brat looked at me with sad eyes, an understanding kind of sad. But she'll be like she always is and say no.

"Fine. I'll do it. Now go get your boyfriend." I couldn't believe it!

I am Yukiteru Amano and I am going to go find Akise Aru, the person I love with my whole soul!

I know it's really short, but seriously, I have been working on some longer termed stories. So yah, I'm just working on them and then uploading them when I finish. Anyways, I hope you enjoyed this little story. c: