Hey guys. Sorry I haven't posted in a while my internet completley shut off and now it started working again. So here I am getting ready to write something.I do not own Starbucksor anything you recgnize here !
Love or Hate ?
Ugh I don't want to get up from bed to go to work. Dont get me wrong I love my job,but its really cold today and I'm to lazy to get up. I want some coffee, maybe I'll go for some coffee at starbucks later before heading up to the studio. Anyways after checking my twitter, I decide to get up and get ready. After getting ready i grab my purse and head to my car. As I park my car near starbucks I see a really familiar person go inside. I wonder who he is, whatever he's just a complete stranger. After I park my car I go into starbucks and order a coffee and wait for them to call my name. While I'm waiting I go on my iPhone.
"Max Schneider and Lulu Antariksa" a lady calls. And I see the same man I saw when I was parking my car outside, walk up to the counter at the same time as me. Max Schneider. That name sounds really familiar. It only took my a while to figure out he the same guy who broke my heart into tiny little pieces four years ago. When i get to the counter i get my coffee say "Thank You" and leave as fast as I can hoping for him not recognize me. "Wait Lulu" I hear him call for me. Don't turn around I remind my self, but instead of listening to myself I of course turn around and look at him and he's only a few inches away from me. I turn around again and try to run to the studio since its only like a block and a half away. Before running off he grabs my arm. I look at him he hasn't changed a lot. "Leave me alone Max. I don't want to talk to you" I tell him. "Just tell me why you're running away from me" he says. "Why do you care ?" I ask "Because I just do" he says."Alright then . Can you let go of me so I can leave now !" i say. "Not until you accept going out for coffee with me tomorrow !" he says "You just dont get it ! Do you ?" I say "Get what ?" he asks "Do you just think that i'll just forgive you after you just left me all alone when I mostly needed, huh Max do you think it's going to be that easy to forgive you ?" I ask as a few tears fall. He lets go of me and just stares at nothing. Four years ago my sister died and on that same day I caught Max kissing Victoria, and right after I caught him and he pretended like we were never even dating, just to lie to Victoria and i HATE him for that. "Just what I thought. Before i leave just answer me this. Was I not good enought for you ?" I say as I'm about to leave. "Lulu you were the best and I'm sorry I let you go so easily, and regret doing it. I never meant to hurt you, I was just trying to protect you !" he says as three tears fall from him. I want to tell him that I still love him but I can't show him my weak side. "Protect me from what ? Yourself !" i ask as I'm already crying. "No from Victoria, she treatened to hurt you if i didn't start dating her. I'm sorry I shouldn't have believed her !" he says. I don't say anything I just stand there and cry. I just don't want to think about it anymore."I'm sorry" say while im sobbing at the say time. He just takes a few steps closer to me and kisses me. Once again I felt those sparks I used to get before with him. A couple of seconds later we both pull back, and I realized I loved him way more than I thought. Then he said those three words that made me melt "I love you" and I said them back, and I meant after that I kiss him for a few seconds until he pulls back and says "So about that coffee date ?" "Sure" I say as we both chuckle a little as we have dry tears on us. I never stoped loving him at all.
Thats it for now what do you guys think. It's problely really bad, but whatever I'll try to post again For Any Mistakes !
