Cloudless blue skies reached for miles as the warm comforting rays of the bright sun painted sweet smiles across the soft faces of civilians; their happiness was contagious. Tall buildings winded around the village in different hues of purple, blue, green, and red. Each structure contained kanji of their respective business names painted proudly upon them. Forests were endless on the outskirts of the village, healthy deep green leaves protruded from thick branches of chestnut brown. Konoha radiated tranquility and peace, inviting spring early for the contentment it brought along with it. Children played, adults laughed, and here she was in a stuffy office doing paperwork all day.
Tsunade pondered at the mission scroll lying innocently before her. Oh how she just wanted to rip the damned thing to shreds; along with all of the other paperwork, and maybe even her title as Hokage altogether. The only thing keeping her from doing so was the annoyingly persistent woman standing stationary behind her. She could practically feel her assistant's expectant gaze bore a hole into the back of her head. It was times like these she needed her precious sake the most.
Shizune drove her to drink.
But luckily after much convincing on Naruto's part, the council had finally given into accepting him as the new Hokage (so she could finally leave this horrendous office and drink all the sake she wanted). They were skeptical, no doubt due to the fact that he was a jinchuriki host. But nonetheless, he carried his master's Will of Fire and was definitely the most powerful ninja in the village. Although he was reckless and compassionate, his skill rivaled her own. He had already far surpassed Master Jiraiya.
Being on Team Seven gave him a reason to fight, it gave him a drive; if he couldn't fight for the people that he loved then what was the point? They contained the greatest friendships and strongest bonds, they were inseparable. It was amazing, the way they fought for each other. Tsunade had witnessed Naruto on the brink of death many of times. Logically, the boy should've died each and every time, but the knowledge of going home to Ichiraku's, Team Seven- just all of the little things, had kept him fighting.
The war between the Five Allied Nations and Uchiha Madara certainly took a number on their shinobi; unfortunately, one of which being Uchiha Sasuke. His death took a toll on the generally bright blond. She had spied him a couple of times working vigorously at the training grounds, instead of sulking around; he poured all of his pent up emotions into his training. His determination burned brighter than ever.
Sakura, she knew, was grieving the most. She had been training non stop as well, though in a more self-destructive way. She had spent each and every waking moment of everyday cooped up in that stuffy hospital; she blamed herself for not being by her teammates' sides throughout the Fourth Great Ninja War.
A bitter smile twisted her lips. Life was funny wasn't it? Naruto had finally fulfilled his promise, only to have all of his work trampled by Madara. Like a carefully built house cards tumbling down by a heady gust of wind. Now all that was left was to start again.
His perseverance never seemed to fail to make her smile. He was stubborn; he had never let his dream of becoming Hokage dwindle away. Naruto's directionless dreaming had steered into something more through his experience as a ninja, fighting till the very end for the people you love; that was the Will of Fire.
But why Naruto would pick the tedious task of being Hokage was beyond her.
He was scheduled to become Hokage within seven months time, and she was counting down the minutes. She laughed dryly, that idiot was in for a rude awakening. Piles and piles of scrolls, boring council meetings, no more Ichiraku ramen; he wouldn't last a day-
She heard the dark-haired woman tap her heeled foot impatiently on the hardwood floor. Figures, the only way out of the damned paperwork was to do it. Huffing out a sigh of defeat, she scanned her honey-colored eyes deliberately over the neatly written report.
A small town on the outskirts of Fire Country has reported several disappearances and casualties of couples that have attended Ai no Rakuen; a honeymoon resort well known for its warm weather and gorgeous scenery. Apparently the disappearances had been occurring for over three months, and they only seem to have been occurring more frequently.
Over the past three months seven couples have been reported missing, while four seem to have been found to have committed suicide within their suits. Why are they asking for help three months prior to the first disappearance? Why not contact the village sooner? Suspicion flickered in the back of her mind, but she diminished it quickly. She would have Shikamaru go over the scroll later.
"Shizune! What Jounin availability do we have at the moment?"
"Well, Malady; Lee, Neji, Aoba, and Sakura are the only Jounin
who are available at the moment, although if it is not too urgent-"
"Thank you, Shizune," she cut in. "Unfortunately this is of quite a high priority.
Tsunade knew the consequences of sending Sakura on this covert assignment. Her wounds were still raw from losing the Uchiha amidst battle, and this mission would be like rubbing salt into her cuts. After all, she herself had been cursed by the fates to witness the death of her first love and little brother. She was keeping Sakura from making the same mistakes that she had, because she loved her as a mother would her child. She didn't want her to hurt.
But Sakura had to start her healing now if she had any hope of getting better. This simply wasn't the time to mope around, the life of a shinobi was too short to live upon regrets. It was a sick and twisted fate, the way of a warrior. The only way to pick up the broken pieces was to not give in to your fears, but to face them. That is why she would send her on this mission. The hospital was becoming too toxic; death, it was all around.
Since Sakura was the only compatible female and available Jounin; she would be the logical choice. The question was who would she work more effectively with, Lee, Aoba, or Neji?
She snorted. None.
Lee was out of the question, considering his undying affection for her apprentice. Although she was quite found of him, his infatuation with Sakura would prove to be no more than a hindrance, and the skills he would need for this were not exactly his area of expertise. She simply couldn't risk the chance of mission failures in such a delicate time of healing for The Leaf Village.
Aoba was quite skilled in reconnaissance and gathering intel. He excelled in fire based ninjutsu and was an exceptional jounin. But he lacked experience on the battlefield and was treasured greatly by Konoha's intelligence division. He was a necessary asset amongst her handful of strategists. Not to mention a couple with such an age difference between them was sure to garner some attention, which they definitely didn't need.
Therefore, Neji was the last option. The only problem was Neji wasn't known for public affection, or any affection at all for that matter, which this mission would require a great deal of. But he would have to do.
She rubbed her temples in agitation.
"Summon Hyūga Neji."
"I have a mission for you." The Godaime said bluntly, lacing her hands before her as she eyed the stoic Hyūga critically.
Sakura and Neji were two of her best jounin and she wasn't very found of sending them out on missions so recently after the war. Konoha was still very vulnerable and their defenses were weak. At any rate, she had no choice but to send out her very best elite ninja for this mission- it was imperative that it be completed, considering how much it would pay.
Neji raised an inquisitive eyebrow, urging her to continue.
Due to the war there was a shortage in shinobi, so it came as no surprise to be summoned so soon. He was ready for anything, eager as he was to get back out into the field. Of course, anyone who saw him would have no idea the impatience brewing inside him, but it was there.
Missions were at an all time high while shinobi were at an all time low. Less and less children were being entered into the academy for fear of another war to break out. Therefore leaving a limited amount of ninja to take on more missions than usual. It was a tiresome job indeed, but there were things that needed to be done, necessary sacrifices to be made; and he was more than willing to make those sacrifices.
Tsunade handed him the scroll.
Neji's gaze skimmed the contents of the mission, his eyebrows furrowing upon reading the carefully written kanji.
The mission required two highly-skilled shinobi to pose as newlyweds to inspect the disappearances and alleged suicides of couples at the resort Ai no Rukuen. They would be gathering information on the enemies' whereabouts and were not to engage in battle unless the need arose. After collecting the needed intel they were to report back to the village. When the Hokage obtained word of the enemies' intentions, she would send a retrieval squad to capture the culprit, who would later be incarcerated in Blood Prison.
He nodded over the details, assessing each and every line. Looking up, he met the Godaime's honey eyes. They were piercing and he could tell she still had doubts about the aftereffect of this mission.
"Hokage-sama, who will accompany me on this task?" He asked carefully. He really wasn't in the mood to be given a squealing chuunin as a partner. Neji was very popular around the village and had earned himself quite the reputation as a shinobi. If the Hokage decided to give him a petty chuunin as a teammate then he would simply decline, no matter how vital it may be.
"Haruno Sakura will be your partner. It is crucial that this mission is a success, understand? You must remain undercover at all costs," Tsunade told him seriously.
Upon hearing the name of his future partner, he let out a sigh of relief. They weren't really friends per se, more like acquaintances, but they had worked together in the past and their teamwork was exceptional. His only dilemma was if her link with the Uchiha would be problematic for the outcome of the mission.
"I appointed you team captain, Hyūga. You both are to leave by dawn tomorrow. Do you have any questions?"
"Is it wise to send her on a mission so soon?" He asked carefully. It wasn't like he cared or anything, but he had an obligation as a shinobi to ensure the safety of those around him. If Sakura were to, say, go off the handle, the consequences would rest heavily upon his shoulders.
"I am well aware of your concern, but I've already made up my mind on this matter. Dismissed." She said with a wave of her hand.
Neji was a little annoyed at the lack of answer, but said no more. He turned around and took his leave, but not before hearing the sullen voice of the Godaime.
"Shizune, call in Sakura."
A terrified scream ripped through the silence of the night.
Tears rolled uncontrollably down her flushed cheeks, leaving thin, glistening trails of salt water in their wake. Her normally bright features were twisted in excruciating pain. Only this pain wasn't like taking a kunai to the neck or a poisoned sword to the gut. This pain emanated from the back of her mind and connected with the valves of her heart, torturing her with unwanted memories of her long gone first love. Her conscience was relentless with its onslaught of nightmares, she didn't want to remember, she wanted to forget.
She wanted to forget the full moon casting shadows upon the stoney, grey path. She wanted to forget the sense of dread that night, that not even she could prevent the inevitable. She wanted to forget spilling her heart out for him, she wanted to forget his resolute decision of revenge, she wanted to forget the ice-cold bench.
She wanted to forget her name rolling off his tongue...
"Sakura. Thank you... for everything."
She clenched her eyes and clutched at her chest, fighting back the overwhelming sense of solitude. She bit her lip, willing herself to focus on the physical pain, because anything was better than the feeling of having your heart ripped out of your chest, leaving a gaping hole of nothingness.
"I'm so in love with you, I can't even stand it!"
She had spilt her guts and he had left her to clean up the mess. It had been like this for years, the reminiscent dreams came every night; reminding her of all of her mistakes. She should have tried harder, she should have been stronger. She shouldn't have let him go...
Team Kakashi tore itself apart at the semes after knowledge of Sasuke's death had reached the village; he had died a hero fighting alongside Konoha in the Fourth Great Ninja War. He had fought with everything he had, but it wasn't enough.
Because he wasn't there anymore.
She scrubbed her hands ferociously under the steaming water, working to get the blood and grime out from under her finger nails. She could hear the sounds of war outside, the makeshift tent doing nothing to prevent agonizing screams and battle cries. The air was thick with chakra and stifling with the smell of blood and smoke. It was a difficult task, healing in the midst of war. Were her friends okay, or were they long gone? These questions never ceased; it seemed she was fighting an inner battle of her own. She hated being oblivious to her friends' wellbeing.
Fighting back the urge to run outside and find out for herself, she took a deep breath. No, she had to believe in them. She was fighting tooth and nail to keep her patients healthy, she had to have faith that they were just as successful in their battle as she was with hers.
Smiling at her new-found confidence, she turned around and collided with a very solid, very muscular chest.
She clutched her nose in pain and took a step back. Dragging her eyes, rather slowly, up the solid expanse of hard muscles; she met two bottomless, pools of silver flecked black staring intently at her. She squeaked in embarrassment at having been caught ogling the object of her childhood affection.
"Sorry, Sasuke." She muttered avoiding his smoldering gaze.
For a minute she thought he would set her ablaze with his unyielding stare. She was surprised to look up and see traces of a small smile; hesitant, but so real.
"Sakura," her name rolled of his tongue lazily, as if time and space meant nothing, as if the world didn't exist, as if Konoha wasn't at war with the world's most notorious criminal. Their gazes locked together. She felt compelled to look away, but before she could her jaw was captured in a gentle yet firm grip. She gasped, watching with wide eyes as he leaned down and captured her lips with his own.
The kiss was unhurried, sweet, passionate. And from it she could feel him pour in every ounce of emotion he had so carefully concealed; fear, anger, sadness, regret, and... love. She kissed him back with equal affection, staying true to her words the night he left all of the years ago. It felt so, so right.
They both drew back reluctantly at the new presence that flickered into the room.
"Uchiha-san, you are needed on the battlefield."
Sasuke nodded in acknowledgement and the ANBU flickered back out of sight. He turned to leave, but was stopped by small trembling fingers. Following the dainty hand, he looked up to find worried, emerald eyes gazing up at him intensively. Her lip trembled, but there was no tears, there was no time for tears.
"Don't die." She whispered brokenly.
"Never." He tilted his head to the side and pecked her cheek, disappearing along with the warmth of his lips.
It had all been empty words.
She grit her teeth through the pain. Is this what Sasuke had gone through each and every waking moment since the massacre of his clan? Persistent nightmares, anxiety, depression... She wished she could take it back, wished she could bring him back somehow. Only she couldn't, she couldn't do any of it. She couldn't right her wrongs or bring people back to life. Could she even love? She loved her friends, but that was different, right? She couldn't even tell the difference anymore.
Love. The word seemed... it seemed so foreign.
Her shaking diminished and she stared unseeing ahead of her, her normally vibrant green eyes were glassy and bloodshot. Time stood still, until she lifted herself out of her bed, her movements robotic as she dressed herself in her casual clothing; a mid-thigh navy blue skirt, and her crimson shirt with attached ivory sleeves. Sluggishly, she slipped on her knee-high boots. Lifting her eyes, she looked herself over in the mirror.
She was met with puffy red-rimmed eyes, long pink hair in disarray, and blotchy skin. She didn't even recognise the pitiful girl staring back at her. She didn't live, she existed. She was simply a graveyard of her former self, walking around aimlessly and without purpose, wallowing in misery. This is what she had reduced herself to. There was nothing, numbness in her expression, and it was in that moment she realized she could do nothing. She was too weak.
She always had been
