Author's Note: WARNING!!!! This story is rated 'R'. It does have some violent sex scenes in it. This story is not intended for people who can't handle the subject of rape. So I don't want to see any reviews complaining about the content of this story. Because you have been warned.
I do not own Squall, Selphie, or Irvine as they belong to the great company Square Enix (formerly known as Squaresoft). As does the great game of Final Fantasy 8. I do own any sub characters in this story though.
Now that the formalities are over, you are welcome to read my newest addition to my fanfic library....Tears of Silence.
Tears of Silence
Prologue
I cried. But he never heard me. I screamed. But that didn't make a difference. All I ended up with was a raw throat and red eyes. No matter how hard I struggled or cried out, the torture just continued. The bruises, burns, and deep wounds were constant reminders of my five months in hell. The longer it went on, the more I wished I were dead. I felt so dirty and violated. How could I face the ones I love like this? There was no way I would be forgiven. Not even the mightiest of people would grant this wretched soul forgiveness.
I've been told time and time again that it's not my fault…that there was nothing I could have done to stop the sequence of events. But how do they know? Maybe there was something I could have said. Maybe…just maybe I could have gathered enough courage to escape. But I couldn't. I'm nothing but a blubbering coward.
It's been several years since the incident. I still have nightmares and flash backs all the time. I still haven't been able to tell my husband everything that happened to me. He doesn't really understand why I pulled away from his touch sometimes or cried out in the middle of the night.
Then there's the one thing that is my constant reminder. It's something more permanent than a bruise, a scar, or nightmares. This something comes in the form of actual flesh and blood. And his name is Trenten, my first-born son. Every time I look into those dark brown eyes of his, I see "them" staring back at me. They will forever be apart me…
