This is the first chapter in my 100 pairings challenge entery! Yea!
This chapters pairing is Sirius/Remus
Dee Dee,
We all decided to take a moonlight stroll through the forbidden forest. Save for Remus, who was feeling ill do to how close the full moon is. I hate this time of month; he's so lethargic and pale. He deserves so much better out of his life then what he's been dealt. As incredible as he is, it makes so since he should be put through so much pain once a month…well twice really the change and then when he changes back I would expect. I've never seen him change or change back but he doesn't look good after so I figure he must deal with a ton of pain. Poor mate, I would love to take all that pain from him, put it all on my own shoulders and give him a wonderful existence.
James tripped over a log while we were out there, scared the piss out of peter. We both thought he'd go running back inside like the little piggy he is. Why exactly do we hang out with the heathen…well I suppose we really wouldn't know what to do without him. He's always tagging behind and I suppose we all rather enjoy his company once in a while. Though most of the time it's a one sided friendship, him being so in love with us and us, well not so much with him.
Lily is looking prettier and prettier, although James seems to ignore it. Everyone knows he is head over heels for her; he just doesn't want to admit it. He sees her with Snape and it irritates him to no end. Much like the feelings I get when I see a certain person all over his girlfriend. Of course he has the right, I mean she is his girlfriend, but really why must he flaunt that fact in front of us lesser folk? One day I hope she leaves him. Then he'll come crying to me…oh that's enough for tonight best be off to dreamland or dear old moony will have my hide. Not a bad thing to think about though…
Padfoot
Dee Dee,
I saw him smiling across the room, and it about melted my insides. He is so gorgeous! Why am I doomed to such feelings when I can never express them? I could never tell him how wonderful he is, how breath taking his eyes or smile are. I could never explain to him the way my heart beats faster when he's near, or how it slows to an almost stop when his arm brushes mine. I couldn't possible find the courage to tell him that he is all but perfect. He wouldn't believe me if I did, wouldn't believe me if I confessed my undying love. He'd laugh as if I were telling a joke. Which I tend to do, mostly around him, just to see him smile, to hear his wonderful laughter. How I wish I could only hold him. Snuggle my face in to the bend of his neck.
Padfoot
Dee Dee,
Seems like all I ever write to you is about him, all I think about anymore is how I'd love to touch him, hold him, kiss him from head to toe. How I long to hear my name whispered out his lips, feel his arousal at my touch, make him moan in pleasure as I kiss my way down his flat stomach, nibble at his slender hips. I would run my tongue along each and every scar his body has. Fill my hands with his rich chocolate hair, and my mouth with his…Merlin, I'm making myself hard. Just thinking these thoughts imagining these wonderful things it's damn near impossible not to. I guess I know how this night will end. Much like most every night. I will wait for them all to fall asleep part my curtains and watch as he sleeps, I'll rub myself while I think of him, think of his mouth on my…well you know.
Padfoot
Remus sat down the diary. His eyes, wide with shock, drifted to the surprising bulge in his pants. Maybe there was hope for Sirius after all.
A/N I had a wonderful time writing this so I might just expand on it later on...depends on how many reviews i get and such.
