Used again.

As the sun shined through the gap in the curtains of Natalie Neidhart's room onto her face she frowns and opens her eyes softly she feels her covers over her naked body she turns her head and sighs he had gone again.

The 16 year old stood up and walked to her en-suite she was use to the disappointment she takes a shower letting her long blonde locks fall down her back and tears fall softly as she remembered him stood on her balcony clearly just wanting her for one thing.

Theodore Wilson was amazing he had a smile to kill as his dimples showed and his eyes got brighter, he had a body that made every guy jealous he was definitely not a weakling. She slides down the walls of the shower cubicle and gulps why did she agree to do this? No matter how long she stayed in the shower she still felt dirty and used.

Sticking on her joggers and a top the small blonde walks down stairs to see him in a deep conversation with her cousin she bites her lip he never noticed her unless she was screaming his name out in bed or doing some sort of sex act on him. Her heart broke and she sat down next to her uncle Davey on the sofa and rests her head on his shoulder.

'Hey princess you okay?' he asks his booming British accent loud as he hugs her closely. Nodding Nattie smiles and watches the T.V not feeling the look TJ was giving her.

That morning TJ Wilson gulps as he woke up seeing the small blonde in his arms he kisses her head and stands up collecting his clothes he watches her sleeping wishing he could just lie there with her but he knew if he did that he would get beaten.

He was having a conversation with her older cousin Teddy and he sees her walking downstairs e looked beautiful he watched as she curled into Davey and sighs he knew he hurt her but he just couldn't risk her family knowing they would kill him. He watches her softly wanting to kiss her and tell her he loved her but he fought the urge and carried on talking to Teddy.

That Monday Nattie woke up and sighs getting ready she goes school she wore her jeans and UGG boots and a jumper walking down she see's Teddy and TJ waiting for her she gets in the car and puts her music in she looks out of the window and watches the trees fly by, it was nearing Christmas and the sky was white with snow clouds and everyone in big comfy clothes knowing the weather in Calgary was harsh as it came to winter.

Walking into school Nattie feels someone behinds her with her headphones in she turns to see TJ and sighs removing her headphones.

'What?' she asks annoyed she usually was annoyed at him but she loved him and he just used her and it hurt her so she covered her love and hurt with annoyance and anger.

TJ sighs 'I was wondering if you could help me with Math… with you being smart and everything….' He asks softly seeing her roll her eyes and sigh he bites his tongue.

'fine' she says and walks off to her class leaving TJ stood there wishing things were different, he regretted the day he took her virginity he hated himself for using her but he couldn't do anything about it, he loved her but was too much of a wuss to admit it to her of anyone else.

Nattie sits at her desk and looks ahead smiling at her best friend the only person who knew about her and TJ. Beth sits next to her and sighs,

'Again?' she asks knowing she was use to the pain and hurt in Nattie's eyes now and it annoyed her she hated TJ for hurting Nattie this way.

Nattie nods and looks at her desk 'Yeah… I can't tell him no Beth' she whispers as people flooded the classroom. Beth sighs softly wishing she could do something for her she could tell Nattie loved him but he was definitely not a stick with one girl guy.

TJ was a dead man. Beth walks up to him and pushes him he was with his friends and she glares 'You are pathetic' she sneers 'I hope one of your sluts give you HIV cause you are through using her now!' she says deadly 'You go near her I will rip you too pieces then tell EVERYONE why' she threatens and walks off leaving TJ stood there sighing.

That night Nattie was at TJ's they was in the middle of a heated makeout session before Nattie pulls away softly and sighs looking at him she shakes her head and moves out of his grip.

'I can't do this anymore' she whispers tears filling her eyes she stares out the window and waits for him to comfort her. But he didn't.

'What do you mean?... I thought you was ok with this?' he asks gulping he knew she would do this and he didn't blame her. The blonde shakes her head and wipes the tears from her face,

'But I'm not' she tells him and stands up 'I always dreamt of losing my virginity to a guy who loved me and wanted to hold me and kiss me even infront of my family. A guy who didn't want to impress my family but he does anyway because that's the way he is!' she wipes her eyes and shakes her head 'That's not gonna happen though is it…. I mean if the guy who my family love and trust treats me like a toy I guess all guys will!' she stands up and grabs her coat shaking she walks out her heart breaking he didn't follow her but she was use to that it was all part of the disappointment.

Nattie didn't show her face for a while and it killed TJ he was gonna tell the family until he heard shouting coming from the kitchen,

'YOU STUPID GIRL!' Jim Neidhart's voice boomed through the house TJ walks in to see the family in shock as Natties hand was lay on her stomach.

Ellie runs to her daughter and tells Jim to back off and wraps her arms around a sobbing Nattie 'Who's the father?' she asks TJ gulps he knew what happened he mentally kicked himself hard he sees Nattie look at him and looks away.

'some guy at a party I didn't mean to it just got out of hand' she sobs shaking TJ watches her and looks at his feet he had ruined her life.

The next day Nattie walks to TJ and gulps 'Are you gonna help me?' she asks softly shaking as she knew the answer she was just setting herself up for more heartbreak.

TJ gulps and shrugs 'I don't know Nat' he sighs seeing her eyes go wide 'I mean wrestling is my dream I cant afford to drop everything now especially for a child'

Nattie's eyes widen and she slaps him hard 'You are a coward!' she walks off and goes into school, by now everyone knew she could hear whispers all around her and rumours where already being spread. Beth runs up to her and hugs her tightly.

'Is it true?' just by looking at Nattie she knew it was Nattie nods closing her eyes trying not to cry she feels Beth's arms wrap around her shoulders letting her cry sobs rippling through her like there was no tomorrow.

'Is he gonna help you?' she asks softly rubbing her back feeling Natties head shake she gulps and looks at her 'What? So he uses you as a fuck toy but wont live with the consequences? Oh he is a dead man!' she goes to find TJ seeing him with his friends she grabs his arm and pushes him into a wall looking dead into his eyes.

'HOW DARE YOU!' she screams in his face slapping him hard she shakes her head 'GO TO HELL'she kicks him hard before walking off taking Natties hand TJ makes eye connection with Nattie to see the hurt and pain he had caused her sighing he hides his face into his hands wishing he hadn't hurt her like he had done.

7 Months Later

'Whore!' came the voice of the popular crowd as Nattie walks past with her hood up, she had the support of her family and Beth and she was glad of that she had gotten use to the name calling now since she was 3 months pregnant and started to show she was called every name in the book especially since no one knew who the father was.

Beth glares at them and links her arm with Natties and walks to class feeling the chair being pulled from under her she falls and cringes holding her stomach she hears everyone laugh at her.

'Okay people its not funny Miss Neidhart are you okay?' he asks concerned, Mr Jones was Natties favourite teacher he helped her out a lot and she was so very thankful for him.

Nattie nods and sighs seeing a folded piece of paper on her desk 'Haha slut you will regret your mistake' Nattie gulps and stands up walking to Melissa who wrote the note and slaps her hard across the face and walks out of the room sighing she bumps into someone and gulp 'Sorry' she looks up and sees the new boy Ted and smiles softly at him as his hands where on her hips.

'its fine you okay?' he asks smiling, he met Nattie a few weeks ago and he really liked her even though she was pregnant she was still beautiful.

Nattie smiles and nods softly at him 'I'm fine thankyou' she sees TJ walk around the corner and stop seeing them seeing Teds hands on Natties hips and her hands on his arms he could see the bump inbetween them and gulps making eye contact with Nattie smiling sadly at her.

'Hey TJ we still training?' Ted asks seeing the older boy not knowing he was making him annoyed at the amount of time he had his hands on his Nattie. TJ sighs and looks down she wasn't his he made that so when he decided to leave her to struggles with the pregnancy and everyone in school bullying her.

'Yeah come on' he says and walks past them and down the hall way,

'Ill see you later Nattie' Ted smiles and walks after TJ.

A little story here… hope you enjoys!

No idea when I will have the next chapter up… I got college and work now -_-

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