Tell me if I should continue this, I don't think it's that good... but tell me. Ok this is another self-harm fic, crap I can only write angst, sorry :(... This is a JohnxDave yaoi if you don't like the ship, then please don't hate this... please

EctoBiologist began pestering TurntechGodhead at 5:38 pm:

EB: Dave

EB: Hey

EB: dave?

TG: oh hey

EB: what took you so long

TG: Bro needed help with something

TG: So what did you need

EB: actually never mind

TG: tell me

EB:I said it was nothing

TG: john tell me I'll listen

EB: ok

EB: but don't flip your shit

TG: I'm ready

EB: i…

EB: I'm sorry I can't tell you

TG: please just fucking tell me

EB: I can't

TG: would it be easier in person

EB: Maybe, wait, you're saying your coming

TG: Bro told me yesterday

EB: Fuck yes

TG: well gotta go, bye

EB: Bye

TurntechGodhead ceased pestering Ectobiologist at 5: 59 pm.

"So I'll have to tell Dave, but he'll hate me, I'll be an outcast, fuck." He opened the drawer of his nightstand, and fumbled for a razor. He found one, and put it to the last spot on his wrist. And sliced. The blood fell from his arm to the floor.

TentacleTherapist began pestering EctoBiologist at 6:12 pm:

TT: John

EB: yeah

TT: Dave just finished chatting with me

EB: fuck…

TT: he said you wanted to tell him something, but then didn't

EB: I did, but' it's not important

TT: why not?

EB: it's just… well nothing

TT: c'mon you can tell me anything

EB: No

TT: Fine if you won't talk…

EB: Dave's coming for the summer

TT: Seriously!

EB: yeah

TT: I should come too

EB: please don't turn this into a meet-up

TT: Great idea!
EB: I was just gonna show Dave what I wanted to tell him, and if Jade sees it, she'll get upset

TT: tell me what it is

EB: no

TT: Seriously

EB: why?

TT: I can help

EB: how

TT: if I knew what it was I could tell you

EB: well, you know what I'll just say it but please don't flip your shit

TT: I promise

EB: I... I…

EB: I can't, do you promise not to tell anyone

TT: I really promise, so what is it

EB: uh…

EB: well

EB: I

EB: oh forget it

TT: no tell me, I can really help. I promise I won't freak or anything

TT: is it bullying… oh god… do you harm yourself?

EB: yes

TT: why?

EB: school, bullies, the only friends I have are you

TT: anything else?

EB: my dad's never home

TT: thank you for telling me this, see ya in 1 week.

TT: yeah, when's school out for you?

EB: yesterday was the last day.

TT: jealous, well bye!

TentacleTherapist ceased pestering Ectobiologist at 7:36 pm.

"Fuck, Rose knows." John sat on his bed, rotating the razor in his hand. He looked at his leg.

"Should I or no?" he then stripped his pants off, and stood up only in his boxers. He led the razor to glide down his thigh. The deep large gash was bleeding heavily. John got some tissues, and rubbed the blood off his leg. Fuck. How was he supposed to tell this one to Rose? He waited on his bed till the bleeding stopped. It was 8:03 by then. He toted himself to bed early that night, and soon fell asleep. For the next week all he could think about was how to tell Dave. The day arrived soon, and John nervously waited by the front door. It was 11 and he had just woken up an hour earlier. There was a knock on the door. John opened it.

"Dave!" Dave nods at him.

"Sup John" John just shrugged.

"Nothing much, and how'd you get here?"

"Well, since Mr. sleepy wouldn't get his ass out of his bed at 8 I took a fucking taxi." John laughed a little.

"Sorry." John invited Dave inside. The kitchen was small, the fridge, stove, and countertops were all on the wall right by the door. The dining table was small, but it could fit 4 chairs. The door was open revealing a screen door, and it was sunny, warm, and beautiful outside.

"So bro, you told me you'd show me what's bothering you." John cringed a little.

"Yeah, but first let's bring your bag in." John brought Dave's bag in, and sat across from him.

"So will you show me or what?"

"You hungry, I can make you something." Dave shook his head.

"Not until you show me," John tugged at his sleeve. "Hey, how can you not be hot in that jacket?" John shrugged.

"Dunno."

"So will you show me now." John sighed.

"Yes, but don't flip your shit." Dave lifted his head.

"I won't, I promise." John started rolling up his sleeve. Dave looked closely.

"Man, I'm sorry, I didn't know." He went to hug John.

"Don't be, it's my fault." Dave released John.

"Don't blame yourself."

"I can if I want." Dave went to sit back down, and John stood. His back pocket vibrated.

GardenGnostic began pestering EctoBiologist at 11:12 am:

GG: John!

GG: I'm coming tomorrow!

GG: Rose told me she is to

GG: Could you maybe pick us up

EB: sure, when

GG: 9

EB: AM
GG: yeah

EB: see you tomorrow!

GG: byeee

EctoBiologist ceased pestering GardenGnostic at 11:27 am.

"Rose and Jade are coming tomorrow."

"Did you tell them yet." John went to sit down

"Well, I've told Rose, Jade would just cry." Dave nodded in agreement.

"she probably would." Dave looked at the ground.

"Look I'm seriously sorry for this happening."

"Really don't be, it's my fault anyway."

"No please man, don't blame yourself, it'll pass." John rubbed his eyes under his glasses.

"Yeah." He was crying.

"No seriously, don't cry, it'll make me cry." John just sat down. Dave walked over and touched John's shoulder.

"We're all here, you have friends don't worry."