Someday
by Mortheza
A/N: Yup, I'm back, and this time I'm writing something angsty, but I'm still sticking with the lovely cousincest! -smiles- This is just a short, very short one shot, but I hope you like it. Remember to send me reviews! Ja ne!
Sometimes, in my opinion, life can be pretty unfair. And this is one of those moments I can't help but think why does it have to be us? I know this is wrong, but it feels so right... Why does this have to be forbidden? Why did the higher might choose us?
Right now, you're asleep by my side, and for once, you look so peaceful. I love the way the moonlight dances on your pale skin; it makes you look like an angel... an angel fallen from grace, just like me. And again everything seems so unfair. I wish I could fall asleep right now, but these thoughts keep me awake.
I want to be able to hold your hand in public, kiss you in public, anything, just to make sure the others would know how much you mean to me and how much I love you. But if someone knew... It would be the end of us. You'd go to jail, our families would disown us, and me... I wouldn't know what to do. I'd probably go insane.
I'm sick of this hiding. I'm sick of hiding my true feelings... Are you? Do you feel disappointed in public when you want to kiss me, and then realize it's not possible? I do. Have you noticed how it breaks my heart when all you can do is look at me with those beautiful aquamarine eyes of yours, nothing else? Doesn't it just shatter your heart when the others aren't aware how happy we make each other?
These past few years have been a hell. Your life has been hard enough and now this. Only recently have you discovered your genuine smile, instead one of those sickening fake smiles you put on your face while being on television. And that smile is the most beautiful thing I have ever seen. Am I the reason for it? I wish I could ask, but I'm afraid that your answer will be something else than what my heart is expecting to hear.
Maybe some day we'll be free.
Some day.
Owari
