Hinata's POV

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[note: i don't really know what happened to Hinata's mnother, so in this story she's dead. T_T]

"Stand Up! Your holding your kunai wrong! Go, left!"

I stood there, listening to my father traing my little sister. He never trains me like that, noone ever treated me like that. Sakura chan, and Ino chan tell me it's a good thing and that they wished they were me. Having freedom. To me, this isn't freedom. It's more like lonliness. Everyone in our Hyuga household says I'm too weak, that i'll never take over the Hyuga clan. That's when my little sister was born. My father took great care of her. Me, I was trained by my father for a while, but soon, he gave up. Just like that.

"You can't change people!" I still remember those words Neji told me. He was right, I can't change that fact that i'm weak, and worthless...but..can't I be able to change just a little? Can't I for once be someone I want to be? No, I suppose that's just too much to have. I no longer belong in this family anymore. I can't take on the Hyuga clan. I just can't.

"Hinata?! Hinata what is wrong with you?!" I looked up at the harsh voice that yelled to me, father. I then realized that I stood in the middle of the hall way. Probably just staring at the walls.

"Gomen nasai.." I said and quickly got out of the way. I saw my father glance a warning look at me and left along with my sister who looked at me as if she didn't knew me.

That's true though..I never really sat down and talked with this girl I referred to "Little sister". I wonder, how would it be like, to get to know her. What intrests does she have? What does she hates? What's her natrual talent? There are so many things taht I yet to know of.

What about Naruto? I never gotten a chance to at least have a conversation with him. I always watched him always wanting him to look my way. He never really did though, at the Chunnin exaims he cheered me on, I felt so happy. I knew though, that he was in love with Sakura chan. She's in love with Sasuke though, ans Sasuke wants to kill someone. Ironic isn't it? How most of the times, you can't really get what you want. A lot of people say is to fight for the person you love..personally It's an odd. If you truly love someone, you have to put that peron in front of you, otherwise, if we keep puting ourselves first, we'll inly suceed in oushing the other away. Why can't everyone see that?

Doorbell, who could be here right now? I rush over to the door. If you love someone though, you also need to comsider your feelings right? So, why do I love Naruto so much? I lift my hand to the door, still wondering in my thoughts. I turned slightly and came face to face with Akamaru.

"Shino kun, Kiba kun, do you need anything?" I asked my companions.

Kiba kun stared at me stragnly then said, "Didn't Shino tell you?"

Tell me what? I looked at him then asked, "Is there something going on?"

Kiba kun turned around to Shino kun and yelled at him, "You were suppose to tell her!!"

"I had one of my bugs go tell her..." I heard Shino say.

"Do you think she understand "bug" ?!" Kiba asked.

"...if she saw one of my bugs she should know." Yeah, I guess I am stupid like that. I never get things right.

"Shino you baka! Your making her cry!" Kiba yelled. Was I really about to cry? Am I really that weak?

"Anyways, Hinata. The Carnival is in Konoha today! We all thought you could come with Me, Shino, and Akamaru to go!" Kiba kun didn't make much sense, but I guess it was because he was so excited.

"S-sure." I heard myself mumble.

"Alright! Lets get going!!" kiba kun journyed on foreword and looked at me and Shino, motioning us to follow.

Shino kun did a deep sigh and followed along with "Bee chan". That's how it always was, Kiba kun was the leader, and Shino was the smart one who looked after us. I'm..i'm just nobody, I'm such a burden to everyone

"Look, Naruto is here too! Yeah! I'm going to kick his butt at the arcade today just you watch!" Kiba laughed really loud and Naruto kun came over and strated to argue with him. It makes me feel sad, Naruto kun alwyas sticks up for himself, but I'm always the person who lets everyone has their way. Why? Why do I keep doing this? I keep feeling so..bad.

"Eh? Hinata? Are you okay? Your crying." Shino kun asked me. Kiba kun and Naruto kun stopped arguing and looked at me.

"N-nothing, I just forgot to...uhmm.." I tried to find an answer, what can I say? I can't tell them it's because I was thinking how weak I am.

"Eh? Hinata, why are cryung?" Naruto kun asked me. He was worried, how nice. I could feel myself blush slightly but I just smiled weakly.

Kiba kun grabbed my wrist and asked me, "You sure?"

I nodded my head. Naruto kun smiled at me and said, "Then lets go!! Sakura chan will be at the feriss wheel!! Kehehehe, and I'm also going to show baka Sasuke what a true Genin I am when we go to the Arcade!! Woo hoo for DDR!!"

"Shut up!! We don't need to know about that!" Kiba kun yelled still holding my wrist as If I was going to run home.

"Hey! I'm going to kick Sasuke's and yours butt at that game!! Just you wait!"

.But..

"Oh yeah?!"

I know...

"You two are getting annoying.."

..I know that...

"Shut up bug boy!!"

I know that..

"Eh? Did something happen Hinata? Your smiling." Naruto kun asked me.

I smiled ans said, "Nothing."

I know that...I won't run back to home..I won't run away from this day. Maybe one day, I will change, but for now, I think I'll remain here, as me, with them.

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