Blinky-HAH I'm doing it
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It was time.
I had put thinking about this off until today.
But Cohen was leaving for College.
And I knew what I had to do.
Once everyone had said goodbye to him, I lead him over to bathrooms.
We stood outside of them for a while, and I looked at him, thinking of what to say.
So I kissed him. Long, and with all the passion I felt for him.
Then I started crying.
He wiped a tear off my face and said "What's wrong?"
I looked up at him.
"I'm sorry. I-we're- you're going to college Cohen."
"I know."
"We can't be together anymore."
"Why not?" He said.
"We need to take this opportunity to meet new people. We can't be together forever Cohen."
"Yes we can." He said, as he put a hand up to my cheek, and I could tell he was close to tears.
"No" I said removing his hand "We can't."
"I'm sorry." I said as I got up to leave.
He stopped me and leaned in to kiss me.
"Don't leave me Summer, I love you."
"I love you too Cohen."
"Then why are you doing this?"
"I just have to. Sorry." I got up and turned around the corner.
A few moments later I hear Cohen running after me.
"I'll stay here!" He yelled after me
"Cohennn" I pleaded. "You have to go."
"I don't want to go with the thought you're going to be with some other guy."
"I won't get over you that fast."
"You got over Zach…"
"Yah well I didn't love Zach."
He looked at the ground.
"I- Please Summer. Don't."
"Cohen!" I screamed "It's over okay? Stop trying to change it cause I've made up my mind. Now get on the damn train!"
I ran off.
Jesus I felt like shit.
I turned back only to see Cohen slump down against the wall.
His head was in his hands.
And I knew he was crying.
