"Tell them no, I need you too much. So does Erin." B.J closed his eyes to stop the tears, he won't allow her to see. When the opportunity presented itself he'd walk to the bathroom, lock the door and sit on the edge of the tub cry. Peg was right he was needed here, to care and provide for his family. He needed them too. Opening his eyes, looking down at the paper announcing his destiny and shipping orders to Korea, he thinks this can't be happening. This telegram isn't real. And he and his family would be safe.