Summary: 10 songs, 10 passages based on the songs... And no poking them after the song's finished!

Rating: Meh, gonna go with M (The reason: possible strong but non-explicit adult themes(and I count drug use in here), references to violence, and strong coarse language)

Warnings: Drug use and swearing, implied sex(male/male sex that is)

Pairing: I have a surprise for ya guys, it's TykiAllen(my almost OTP ;)

Disclaimer: I don't own D.Gray-man or any of its characters. I'm just having fun playing with them and their lives :D

A/N: Okay, I had to do this, partly 'cause it sounded fun, partly 'cause I'm having a damned writer's block with everything CrossAllen(or something else I've started before).. And well, yeah, nothing really much to say here for once.. :D So enjoy, loves :)

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Of a Portuguese and an Englishman

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1. Metallica – Devil's Dance

It had been very different he had to admit. From the beginning of their little dance 'till the bitter end. The end that came when time caught up with them.

It wasn't just them two anymore, like in that forest so long ago. His heart had been broken, sure. His arm torn to shreds, that couldn't be denied. The man had stuck a goddamned butterfly into him but it was all made well by those soft, tantalizing lips. He never really knew how good Portuguese tasted or maybe it was just that man.

And now? This little dance that had been stopped so very suddenly, so very very suddenly. Too suddenly if you asked him. Who knew if the man would even remember him after all of the things that had happened to the poor bloke?

In the end, it had been a very lively dance with the Devil. The devil of his own. The devil that was only his.

2. Northern Kings – We don't need another hero

"We don't need you. The Order has no room for traitors or for those who patronize with the enemy." The man's face was cold and distant.

Probably the only one who could understand exactly how the youngest General, or ex-General now, felt was the man that was standing behind him emitting a presence of calmness.

After a moment of gathering himself, he looked at them all with distant barricaded eyes and turned around and stepped in from the portal to the Ark followed by the Noah of Pleasure. Only five minutes later all of the phones in the room started ringing as Finders and Exorcists all over the world called wanting to know why the portal they had been using or waiting had vanished or never even materialized.

3. HIM – Wings of a butterfly

There were so many flapping around him. So very many that he thought for a second that the world had turned into a torrent of dark violet butterflies that never stopped.

In the end, the butterflies had found solace in the man he started despising from the moment he laid eyes on him. There were so many things he wanted to do to him but knew he couldn't, not in his current state at least.

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That had happened so long ago. It felt like time had flown, like a butterfly. So fragile and yet so full of life. Their love was like that too, just like a butterfly. So easily shredded to pieces.

4. Christina Aguilera – Can't Hold Us Down feat. Lil' Kim

He hated his boyfriend at times. Especially times like this. He never wanted to hear what he felt or thought about some subject or other, like the new carpet. It was just like Tyki wanted but was it even remotely close to what he thought would've looked good? Of course not. Why that would've meant that he had an opinion.

Why'd he ever moved in with the man was a mystery... Oh yeah, the sex was great and he didn't need to pay rent for a place he didn't use. Oh what a fucked up world it was surrounding him. They were on the goddamned 21st century, hadn't the man heard of equality? Of course not. He still lived in the way they did in the end of the 19th century. Oh how he hated his life at times.

Why the hell did Noah have to be immortal? Why couldn't we just die and be done with it?

5. My Chemical Romance - The Ghost of You

It had been a month since the events in the Ark and he still couldn't forget the image of the Pleasure's memories consuming his love completely.

He thought of all the little things the Portuguese had told him and couldn't stop himself from smiling when he remembered the fact that Tyki had hated being called Tyki-pon just because it made him seem someone's horse and the even less known fact was that Tyki feared horses. He had never liked the animals and never would learn to like them, not anymore.

He'd have to return to a cold room with an empty and uninviting bed. He'd have to learn to forget. Forget the one he loved more than anything.

6. Impaled Nazarene – Let's Fucking Die

"Ya know, Tyki, this is some fucked up shit." the boy who had said that had a distant look and dilated pupils. He was definitely on something.

"Ya don't know what ya talkin' 'bout, kid. This is the best." the man had curly long hair that hung almost on his shoulders.

"Hey, Tyki, would ya do sumthin' fer me?" the boy's voice was slurred.

"O' course."

"Let's die."

7. Simple Plan – Addicted

It had been the start to everything. Those little words that had slipped past the man's lips without getting consent from their owner. Allen, I'm addicted to you.

It was at that moment that his whole life changed. The Fourteenth broke the last of its chains and like Tyki was some sort of a catalyst he started his transformation. It had been painful and bloody and made him so guilty but it had been worth it.

There was no denying the fact of how dependent he was on the man now. He chuckled at the thought of how the situation had been reversed. They had changed parts. He was now the one following Tyki like a homeless pup and Tyki was the man who allowed him that despite what it had been in the beginning, completely opposite.

But he was happy. That was all that mattered.

8. 30 Seconds to Mars – From Yesterday

He knew when they were in Japan that he'd ran into that man. The man that had ruined everything. Ruined everything, everything, everything. Ruined his life, ruined his happiness, ruined his innocence but most of all if you asked any of his friends the man had shattered and thus ruined the light in his eyes.

There was no more happiness in those eyes. There wasn't the little sparkle of hope and serenity. There was just insecurity, sorrow and death. Or more precisely, there was a dead soul in there. Was there something his friends could do? Was there something that man could do?

He didn't know. No-one did. He didn't want to know. They did. He knew he'd just be shattered by their tries. They still tried, thought he'd come back if they tried enough. That would never happen. Never, ever, ever.

Not as long as he, Lord Tyki Mikk, could stop it.

9. Sentenced – In Memoriam

All stories are love stories, even those of hate. He remembered hearing that somewhere, he just couldn't point his finger to the person or time that he'd heard that. It was something that wasn't well-known but did it really matter?

The truth finds those worthy of it. He'd heard that somewhere, too. He gave a slight smile to the thought of how much he'd heard but didn't know the meaning of. Well, not before that is. Now, he knew, what was meant by the first phrase. He'd been so sure he'd be able to hate the boy and just kill him in cold blood but something had made him feel. Something had made his blood boil and his heart burn. Maybe it was how the boy was so strong, yet so fragile and innocent. Maybe it was something completely different, like his Noah genes but there had been something starting from that moment on the train.

Something that made him do what he did, something that made him want to make the boy beg. Something so indescribably human, yet feral, that no-one could explain it ever.

Maybe that was exactly what drew them together again and again.

10. Yasaharu Takanashi – Shippuuden

Everything they did was a fight, form the verbal assaults and taunts to the fists flying and then to the using of Dark Matter and Innocence. What would he give for one moment of peace? Anything in the world. Even the sex was a fight, for dominance, for how many bruises and scratches could be made. Everything and always.

It was their curse probably. But then again, the boy was Noah, too. He couldn't deny it no longer. Not after the stigma.

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A/N: Just noticed how fucked up my music taste is.. :D And, umm, reviews, please?

Pst! I'm in love with number six :) I'd like to write more junky!Allen :D