Chapter 1- Sweet Dreams or a Beautiful Nightmare?

"I couldn't stop thinking about you," I said to the girl who stole my heart. Her eyes a beautiful caramel mocha, staring up at me intently, waiting for me to say more. But what could I say? I love you? Haven't I already said that a million times?

"Bella. I…," I said struggling for words.

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"Save your breath," she said growing more and more flustered with each word. I could hear it coming, the endless pain of rejection.

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"I want you," She said with much love in her voice. A growl escaped my throat. Where is that bloodsucker? She would never say that to me! I turned around viciously. No One…What?!

"Come out Edward!" I yelled at the forest trees, as Bella's face creased into confusion.

"Edward is not here, I'm talking to you, my Jacob."

"Me?!" I cried happily. "My Jacob"…My…I've imagined this so many times, but it's so much better when it is real. I kissed her long and slowly.

The next thing I knew I was hearing Paul's obnoxious nasal voice, like Alvin and the Chipmunks. I could just picture that smirk forming, the laugh coming…ughhh.

"How does that bark taste? One hot tree!" Paul Laughed. What?! This is NOT my Bella. The taste of bark fresh in my mouth, with woodchips covering my tongue, it was disgusting! Why does this keep happening to me?

"Maybe, because you refuse to stop obsessing over her. You should try to move on like a normal teenager. You know, to girls that don't have deathly pale skin, poopy brown hair, which by the way has split ends. Not to mention the anorexic boy body. I thought you could do better than that whiny leech lover, why do you waste your time?" Leah said.

How dare she say these things about my sweet Bella? It is pretty ironic, seeing that she hasn't stopped loving Sam since the he broke up with her. And she is telling me to get over Bella?

"How about you get over Sam first. At least I have a chance with Bella. Sam will never leave Emily for you." I said.

"But I had Sam at one point! It's better to have been loved than to never been given the time of day! Bella treats you like shit."

"Burn Jacob! Burn! Oh Yea! Schooled! Give me a paw four, Leah!" Paul just had to comment. He held up his paw.

"What the heck is a paw four? Yeah, you're real cool Paul" She snorted.

"Ya see…this is a paw!" he said counting the four pads, he continued,

"One…two…three…four! Paw four! Like the high five, only werewolf style. Duhh."

When did Paul get so idiotic? No one wants to hear about his stupid werewolf lingo.

"And No one wants to see those nasty images of the Bella, you are so fond of. Why don't you daydream about someone that is actually a hottie, like Rachel! She is one sexy mama," said Paul.

"That is my sister! I am not thinking your disgusting thoughts for you. Go make up your own fantasy."

"But you are so good at making your own! They seem so real, and lifelike, it's like having blue ray only-"he said. He went on, but really? It is not worth hearing the rest. Sexy mama? Paw four? Rachel?! I'm afraid it will only get worse. Why did Sam have to put me with these two? What did I ever do? This has got to be one of my worse patrolling experiences yet. I'm phasing out.

"Peace people" I said phasing out.

As I reached my front porch I noticed a white envelope lying on the ground, the sickly sweet scent of bloodsucker lingered with the smell of cherry perfume on the package was nauseating. Enclosed in the envelope was a letter with perfect gold scriptures. It was way to fancy to have come from anyone in La Push. It was a wedding invitation. My heart sunk to the bottom of my chest. An invitation to Bella's and Edward's wedding! I shook with anger. WHY?! Than there was a piece of folded paper with my name on it…

Jacob,

I'm breaking the rules by sending you this. She was afraid of hurting you, and she didn't want to make you feel obligated in any way. But I know that, if things had gone the other way. I would have wanted the choice.

I promise I will take care of her, Jacob. Thank you ~ for her ~ for everything

Edward

Out of pure spite I tore the letters up. I can't believe she is going to marry the leech! She will never be my Bella again, at least not after becoming one of them. Can't she see she is ruining her life? I am better for her! After all we have been through, he still won. I ripped the thing to tiny shreds, letting the wind blow it away. I am glad I'm not obligated in any way, because there is no way I'm going. Yeah, who wouldn't want to see the love of there life, married to some other guy?

"Jacob? Is that you out there?" my dad asked.

Taking a deep breath, I answered "Yeah, I'm coming."

"Good, because we have guests coming in an hour. The Clearwater's and Thomas's will be here. Get cleaned up."

I know that running away doesn't exactly solve any problems, but that's all I feel like doing, which doesn't included being a good host to a bunch of people. What if Leah's there? Ugh…. One more night in La Push, but by tomorrow I'll be in Canada….wait….

"The Thomas's? Who are they?" I asked.

"A new family, they just moved in a week ago. Actually, they are neighbors with the Swans. They have a daughter around your age…" He said. Not him too! I though my dad was at least on my side! Now he's trying to set me up with the new girl? No one is going to replace Bells. I scowled. The door bell rang. What? Who could that be? The dinner is not for another hour.

I opened up the door, and standing there was all the Clearwater's- Seth, Leah, Harry, and Sue. They are an hour early!

"Hey Jacob! Look, I got Life, karaoke and jeopardy trivia for us to play together. No way could we get bored!" Seth said a smile of pure joy on his face. This will be an absolute NIGHTMARE.