My heart hurts and crys out

I cant seem to get anything right

My mind is dancing and cant decide

It has been a century

Since I was last happy

My heartbeat is like a rabbit hopping

It's like my heart is going to jump

Right out of my chest

Does it matter what you think?

To me it does but will I change is the question

I wont change because you ask me to.

Ill change because I feel like it

Im hurt because of your negativity

But telling you about it wont change you

Ive tried before anyways

Please stop hurting me

My heart cant take it any longer