Bwahahahah I finally got to it. I've wanted to write a Death Note fic for so long now.
Since this is my first Death Note fic the characters won't be so in character... and then again I meant for some, such as Light, to be out of charcter some. But bare with me, I'm trying. It'll take me awhile to get it just right.
now since no one really reads thins, on to the disclaimer...
DISCLAIMER: Death Note (not matter how I wish it was) it doesn't belong to me...it belongs to Tsugumi Ohba and Takeshi Obata.
this first chapter -like the chapter title says- is in Light's P.O.V.
okay now...
enjoy if you can :-)
All day he sits there.
Thinking and eating. Thinking and eating sweets.
…..Sweets.
By some logical sense you'd think he'd be a…rather large guy by now. Yet he's not.
….He's...perfect.
…Oh so perfect…
The way his hair sweeps to the side and playfully dangles in his face like that.
Or how innocent and wise his eyes shine. Those same eyes that shine above deep, dark circles strangely make him even more attractive.
Then his muscles ripple over……..wait. WHAT THE HELL?!?!
Was I just seriously thinking that about Ryuzaki!!
Why was I thinking that?
Was I really even thinking that?
Maybe I tricked myself into thinking that I was thinking that.
No...Light, remain clam. Keep your cool. You can't let anyone notice this little….episode.
It's was just some random thinking was all.
It meant nothing.
Nothing at all…
Absolutely nothing….
"Yagami-kun?" Why does his voice make me feel so...SHUT UP!
"Huh?" Wow I kind of said that a little too off-guard. Pull yourself together.
"What's the matter? Do you want some cake too?" He's...offering his shortcake to me?
"Oh," laugh to lighten up the tension, "no thank you. I was just...thinking."
"Oh I see." Every time he pausing I seem to get even more nervous. "Are you sure you don't want any cake?" And again he stretched his arm out to offer me some.
"I'm sure. I'm not too fond of sweets. But thanks." Why is my voice cracking? Did he notice?
...Great, now he looks like he's studying me. His eyes are so blank. His face is as blank as well. I wish he would… open up to me.
I wish he would tell me things no one else knows.
I want to be close to him.
Being hand-cuffed together is as physically close as I will be to him right now.
...and
It's not enough.
Not enough at all.
"Ryuzaki?"
"Yes, Yagami-kun?"
"….Why…" I can't believe I'm asking this out loud.
"Why did you pick me as a friend? I mean not that I don't like being your friend it's just that you could've been friends with anyone here and it's me. I mean……uggh…um..do you really enjoy being my friend and all?"
…..Please tell me I just didn't ask Ryuzaki that? I rambled like an idiot…
He probably doesn't want to be my friend anymore seeing how I made myself look like an idiot. Ryuzaki doesn't want to be friends with an idiot…
Wait…I mean… I don't care if he's my friend or not. Why should I care? He's my enemy. Kira's enemy. I don't care. And I'm not an idiot. I'm extremely intelligent.
He's the idiot for looking at me with that stupid expression on his cute face.
….
Why is he looking at me like that? Does he really think I'm an idiot? Oh no…
URRAHHH I MEAN I DON'T CARE AND I'M NOT AN IDOIT ANYWAY SO HA. HAHAHAHA.
"Of course I enjoy your company, Yagami-kun. You understand my theories and we are on the same level of intelligence. How could I not like my first ever friend?"
Aw…he really thinks that?
…Oh…my…God…that is the cutest smile I've ever seen. No…Light, look away. He might think you're weird for staring so long.
Ah…at least I know how my Ryuzaki feels. Such a strong bond we have. Nothing can compa-
"Hello Ryuzaki!!!"
What is Matsuda doing here to interrupt my thinking process of my sweet Ryuzaki (apparently he gave up his whole denial thing)?
"Yes, Matsuda?" Such a beautiful voice Ryuzaki has…
"I just wanted to let you know that you've done a fantastic of this investigation despite everything!!!"
Trying to score brownie points with my Ryuzaki I see.
"Oh…thank you Mastsuda. No one has taken their time to say such. It's very well appreciated."
What? No. I would've said that. Wait why is Ryuzaki smiling like that? No, that smile was meant for me. ME.
Matsuda…this means…war.
like it? no. okay fine.
I hoped at least some people liked it. I welcome support...it motivates me outta procrastination...
I'll get to chapter two...sometime :-)
