Here is my fanfic (Tada) I hope u like it if u don't maybe u could give me some advice?

Sakura sat on her bed, tears poured down her cheeks as she remembered the words Sasuke had said to her "The feeling of a parent yelling at you is nowhere near what he feels", the replayed in her head again and again. "He knows nothing about me " she thought aloud as her hands clenched the bed sheets, tears streamed onto them. No one knows what I feel Sakura thought. Everyone in the village just thought she was an annoying girl, a weak girl, a girl with a loving family, a spoiled brat and most of all they thought she was a BURDEN. The only reason she loved her team was because they were almost like her, Naruto was an outcast and had no parent. Sasuke came from a great clan and had to suffer by losing them all. Sakura couldn't help but always feel left behind, she couldn't just walk up to them and tell them her lifelong story! What hurt her the most though was that she was always left out in training, not once was she asked if she would like to train, all she would do was trail behind them. "but then, who said life was fair" Sakura said in a shaky voice, after all she thought since the moment I was born life was not fair.

Flashback into Sakura's past

3 year old Sakura Haruno was crying in her room, why was it that she had been born into this family. Her family was known to be one of THE strongest clans, but Sakura was what her clan called a unawakened ninja, which meant that she could not yet properly control her powers. Everyday her parents would put her through a series of tasks and she would only end up hurt. Sakura's parents would get angry and call her a worthless excuse of the clan. They said she was a burden, a child that was not meant to be born the "accidental " child. They were also ashamed of her looks, her parents thought the pink hair was abnormal, they thought her green eyes looked funny with the pink and most of all they thought she had a big forehead. This meant that Sakura was not allowed outside, Sakura would see how her mother would baby her older siblings and would feel left out. So Sakura just curled up in her bed and cried.

4 year old Sakura Haruno was listening to her parents argument as she clutched her teddy tightly, the voices were muffled because of the closed door and a few minutes later she gave up and skipped away. The next morning Sakura's family started to act strangely, they smiled at Sakura and even asked how she was feeling. Sakura narrowed her eyes in suspicion but simply shook of her family's strange behaviour. Sakura "today you have a doctors appointment" her mother said, "Be ready by nine"she continued. Sakura got dressed and grabbed her coat, she ran outside as they made their way to the hospital. The Nurse then led Sakura to a room that had a bed and a window with a beautiful view. Sakura struggled to take her hand from the Nurse then turned to her with wide green eyes and said "where are my parents". The Nurse looked sympathetically at her and simply said "don't worry about that honey, you'll understand". The Nurse then turned around and left, Sakura then decided to look through the window while she waited, she wished she hadn't, the sight made her blood run cold. Her parents were leaving, they were going back home, in a panic Sakura turned around and tried stretching her arm to reach the knob, she grabbed it and twisted it but it didn't budge, she was locked in! Sakura screamed and cried, but was knocked over as the Nurse came in "What's wrong honey" the Nurse said with her very fake smile, "Why are my parents leaving me here" She cried out. The Nurse took a deep breath and told her that she was to be experimented on since she was a slow learner in the clan and she had been willingly offered. The Nurse also said that they were experimenting because her hair colour was very unusual compared to the rest of family, Sakura's face was pale, she hugged her teddy tighter "How much was I sold for?" she asked, "2000 pounds" The nurse replied. (or whatever the money units is in a different country.) The Nurse couldn't help but feel sorry for Sakura a tears streamed down her chubby cheeks. (the sight was adorable the nurse couldn't resist) She smiled a real smile at Sakura and gave her a lollipop. Sakura immediately stopped crying as her eyes widened, she had seen her siblings eating these, it was called a "Lolly". Sakura muttered a timid thank you and jammed the lollipop in her mouth, the nurse chuckled at the delightful expression on Sakura's face and said that it was not healthy for children to stay up this late. Before the nurse could leave Sakura beckoned her closer, she put her hands around her mouth as if she were about to tell the nurse somthing but when the nurse came closer she felt a kiss being placed on her cheek. As soon as Sakura did that she ran to the bed and curled up with a peaceful smile on her face.

5 year old Sakura Haruno was waiting for her favourite Nurse Katsuki to start her shift, she sat on the bed humming as she read a story book that Katsuki had given her. Katsuki and Sakura had worked together and her ninja skills were improving. Sakura heard the door creak and was about to launch herself onto the figure until she realised it was someone else. "Where's Katsuki" Sakura asked, "I'm sorry but Katsuki was in a terrible accident and is no longer with us" The new Nurse said with a fake smile. "Katsuki is dead...?" Sakura said questioningly with wide eyes. "unfortunately" The Nurse said, but Sakura thought that she did not look sorry at all. Why was it that whenever she was happy the world suddenly hated her. Tears streamed down her cheeks, that night Sakura crawled out of the bed and took the treats and gifts Katsuki had given her. She packed them in a bag and jumped out of the window. She'd rather live on the streets than stay with that evil new Nurse.

A 6 year old Sakura Haruno fainted outside the gate of the leaf village, she was half starved and completely exhausted, the gates opened and she was taken to the Leaf village hospital, after that she was sent to the Hokage tower. The Hokage asked her why she was here and Sakura told them she had come to find a safe place to live. Sakura also told them that her parents would be arriving after she had found a house to live in. Sakura handed over her hard earned money, asking if she could buy a house, the Hokage agreed and said she was now to live in the leaf village and was to be recognised as a citizen. The next day Sakura bought a Newspaper to see if any of the trouble she had caused was reported, luckily it wasn't but then a small article caught her eye. CLAN MURDER the headlines read showing pictures of the victims, Sakura was shocked since the pictures resembled her own family. This isn't fair Sakura thought, I should not be feeling sad I should be happy she thought, why can't life be fair for once she thought. Sakura rushed all the way home and cried but then she remembered that school was starting tomorrow, so she wiped her tears and forced herself to sleep. The next day Sakura had hoped that her classmates would be nice to her and did not make fun of her looks, as soon as Sakura stepped foot in the academy she became an instant target of bullying and she would always be upset, but that was until Ino came along, Ino was her friend and stayed by her side and everyday Sakura hoped that life did not take Ino away from her.

Sakura suddenly snapped out of her flashbacks, she was starting to feel sleepy, Sakura panicked this wasn't good at all she couldn't fall into a deep sleep during a mission. Sakura's eyelids became heavy, this didn't feel like an ordinary sleep. Suddenly she realised what this was, it was her ninja awakening, of all times it had to be now Sakura thought exasperated. Why did it have to happen on the day she was on a mission?, why did it have to happen years too late?, why did it have to happen when she was not on speaking terms with her friends? why did it have to happen on the same day Katsuki died! Then Sakura understood, she had never reflected on her past, so when she did different emotions came out all at once. The awakening has started she thought before she drifted off into a dreamless sleep.

Sasuke has returned and is one of her friends, she is not talking to them because of a certain issue that has happened! Should the issue be that they found out that Sakura lied or something else, oh and please be nice this is only my second fanfic. :) (I know people must be tired of seeing smiley faces)