Disclaimer: I do not own Naruto, I only own the plot. All right go to their rightful owners.

A/N: Yes, I wrote this during one of my depressive streaks all while putting up a front for my friends... I feel bad now because all of the stories written when I go through those phases end the same way. /.\

Dear loving Dolphin,

Remember that butterfly we once saw?

You told me it had been even more beautiful when it was alive...

I did not fully understand.

How could something so beautiful just disappear?

"Life is a cycle," you had then told me, however, I still had not understood.

The only thing on my mind was the fact that I just wanted to follow it... that beautiful butterfly that lost it's ability to fly.

It looked as if it just slept, frozen in such a wondrous pose, almost as if it were about to take flight.

I wanted to do that so badly...

So I asked you if I could join it on its journey somewhere to a peaceful land and you only managed to respond negatively after casting me an alarmed look.

I'm sorry, it was not my intention to frighten you...

I only wanted to know where its journey would end.

Please forgive me... for...

I might be joining that butterfly on its journey as you read this...

I know everyone will have different views on this but...

What everyone else thinks does not matter to me, I only care about your words and your forgiveness for doing such a thing.

I know I am being selfish... I'm afraid, my want to get away from all the hatred inflicted upon me has gotten the best of me.

I only wanted peace.

Forgive me for being selfish enough to go into this journey but it's all I can do to get away from all my suffering...

Forgive me, Sensei.

I am truly sorry but I thank you for being an amazing father figure to me when everyone else treated me as dirt beneath their feet. (I guess they won't have to worry about that anymore, will they?)

I know this will hurt you but know this, we will meet again and I will make sure to never hurt you again.

I'm sorry and I love you, never forget that.

Sincerely,

An apologetic Fishcake.