Paul's Point Of View.

It was raining. I was walking home. It's when I heard an akward conversation between Jacob and vampire girl. Sam wouldn't be happy about this. I looked around the tree to see them. Jacob didn't look very happy either . "Bella we can't be friends anymore don't you understand!" I could only see the back side of Bella. She sounded really sad. "Jacob please don't do this. Your my bestfriend. Please don't do this. Give me time." Jacob laughed angerly. "I'm sorry Bella. We just can't okay! Just go home and don't come back. You aren't welcome." Bella looked down. That's when I saw her face. My mind went crazy. Everything I believed in was gone. She was holding me whole. It didn't really help seeing her sad. I wanted to go over there and hug her. Kill Jacob for hurting her. Make her happy. What! No! She was vampire girl. I hated Bella Swan! No! I imprinted on her! No! No!

I started shaking violently. Fire went through me. The next thing I knew I was on all fours. 'Ouhh Bella and Paul K-i-s-s-i-n-g.' It was the wrong day to mess with me that was for sure. 'Shut itEmbryorI'llshut it for you!' That's when Sam stepped in. 'Embry! Paul! Enough!' I wasn't going to take anyone's crap today. I phased back and ran home. My mom knew my temper and she knew not to mess with me. I slapped my door and layed down. I tried to sort out my mind. Okay maybe I could resisit my imprint. I could try. I didn't even like Bella Swan. It couldn't be that hard. Yet something inside me told me I missed her and she was everything to me. I tried not to think of her. Yet she was the only thing on my mind. I don't know when , but I fell asleep.

It was when something shook me. "Paul get up!" I wasn't in the mood for talking. "GO AWAY SAM!" I guess he can't take a hint beacuse he kept shaking me. I was about to loose it so I sat up. "WHAT. DO. .!" Sam sat next to me on my bed. "You can't ignore your imprint. Try but you'll break. She's the one for you and hint , hint Paul. Jacob will eventually break my rules and go see her. Then she'll fall in love with Jacob. That will be your boiling point my friend." I shook my head. "I hate Bella Swan. Jacob can have her!" No I don't want that. I love her. I want her to be with me. No! I did not just think that! No! Sam chuckled and patted my shoulder. "Try as long as you like , but you won't make it Paul." I was about to loose it when he walked out. I really wanted to go see Bella. See her. Touch her. Make her happy. No Paul! No! God why was my life so fucked up?

I ran out of my house before I exploded. I cleared my head. That's when I saw Embry and everything came back. "Listen Paul I was kidding. I'm sorry. I didn't mean it. I thought you loved her I mean accepted her. Sorry." I shook my head. "Na dude it's okay. I would prefer you didn't bring her up okay." Embry nodded and walked away. That's when Jacob walked up to me. "So Paul your really going to back off and let me have your imprint?" I rolled my eyes. "Yeah I am. Just don't mention her to me." Jacob pursed his lips and nodded. "You got it chief." We walked together to Emily's house. We could smell the food miles away. "Emily we're here ," Quil and Embry said as they trailed in behind me. Sam walked in and went straight to Emily. Giving her affection. It only made me think of Bella. No Paul! Stop! I consentrated on eating my muffin. Keeping her out of my mind. "Hey Jake let's go to the beach cmon ," I asked Jacob. He nodded and went after me.

We started walking around the wet sand. "So after Cullen left she's been going through a hard time right?" Jacob nodded. "Yeah that's why I was always with her. I intend to still be with her. Bring her down here. Don't worry I'll give you the schedule." I rolled my eyes. "Yeah great. What are you going to do when you imprint?" Jacob shook his head and cracked a smile. "I don't think she's out there." I chuckled. "What makes you think it's a shy?" Jacob rolled his eyes. "I just think she doesn't exitist you know. I just think Bel- she's the one for me." I cringed at her name. "Well we'll find out won't we?" Jacob nodded. We kept walking around the beach untill Twilight came.

Jacob's Point Of View.

After the talk I had between Paul I went to see Bella. I threw stones at her window. "Hey Bella!" She finally opened her window. "What Jacob?" She seemed so sad. I motioned for her to move. I climbed up her window and swung inside her room. She looked down and closed her eyes. I couldn't take this. I hugged her to me. "Bella I didn't mean it. I'm sorry , but first. I need you to figure something out okay?" I let her go and she nodded. "Remember that day you went down to La Push and I told you those stories about our legends." She nodded. "Yeah that you guys are desended from wolves right?" Her voice wasn't as sad anymore. Good. "Yeah..." I motioned her with my eyes. . "Your a werewolf?" I didn't say anything , but my eyes said it all. I pulled her into another tight hug . "Come down tomorrow okay? I'll explain everything okay , " I whispered her ear. She nodded. I let her go and jumped out her window. I phased and Paul could see everything. I could feel he was jealouse of the hug. 'Am not!' 'Sure , sure Paul.'

Bella's Point Of View.

After Jacob left it got me thinking about alot. He was a wolf? Wierd. I've delt with worse. I could handle it. My radio's volume was low , but when the song Meet Me On The Equinox by Death Cab For Cutie came up. It got my attention. The song was right. Everything did end. Nothing was ment to last forever. Nothing. Jacob was my friend again and the fact mad me happy. Maybe we would become more than friends. Did I want that? His friendship alone filled the void Edward had left beind. Even in thought his name hurt. Tomorrow would be a new day. Yeah and a better day. The next morning I took a ride with Charlie to the reservation. Jacob was still alseep so I waited outside. That's when I saw Paul , Jared , and Embry walking up. Jared , and Embry's eyes never left Paul's face. Like if they were waiting for something to happen. I dropped my face in my hands. "Isabella" Paul's voice made my head snap up. I don't know what , but something about him made me feel welcome. "Hi Paul ," I answered him. He was trying not to meet my eyes. I knew Paul didn't like me. That was ovious. So I didn't push anything. They kept walking ahead. I waited on Jacob's porch steps for a couple of more minutes untill Jacob finally walked out. "Bella! Why didn't you wake me up?" I smiled and shrugged. "You looked peaceful , so I decided not to bother you." We ended up in his garage. That's where he explained everything to me. Everthing. He told me he would be busy next week with patrol , so I wouldn't see much of him. He was right I didn't see much of him that next week. I'd really thought I would die of boredness if I didn't do something. So I decided to go to the meadow he had showed me. It was still morning when I had started hike was long. I finally reached the meadow to find that I was not alone.

Paul's Point Of View.

The whole pack was running when Embry caught vampire smell. To make it worse Bella's scent was leading to it. Not good. 'Paul's getting worried about his vampire babe?' Stupid Jared just had to make his comment. The good thing was that Jacob , and Sam both backed me up when I told Jared to can it. We all raced towrds the vampire. Sure enough we found him. He was walking towards Bella. Fear filled her eyes. I couldn't take it. I charged towards the leech and tackled him. He got up and started running away. We ran after him. Turning him into pieces. Something inside me just kept ripping because Bella had been in danger. No Paul! you don't care about her! Yeah I do. No I don't! After that we all raced home. Jacob had gone to check up on Bella. She was safe that's all that mattered to me in some sick way. What were my feelings towards Isabella Swan? Feelings I didn't want to edmitt. Because they didn't matter... For now.