Kinda lose your sense of time
He walked through the damp forest, alone and cold the bitter air cutting into his exposed skin.
Cause the tears don't matter no more
Silver clear drops run down his cheeks. He drags his sword lifelessly behind him.
All the feelings that you hide
He looks at the young boy before him a glint in his eye, he wants to comfort him but can't because he knows…if he did, he wouldn't be able to live with himself. In due time he tells himself, it'll all come together.
Gonna tear you up inside
He clenches his teeth and turns away as he points his sword at the monster before him.
"Anna…" he's about to break, give up in defeat and her voice cries out calling him out of his shell.
You hope she knows you tried
He rushes forward, tears streaming down his face.
Follows you around all day
They look at him in his tattered clothing and bloodied uniform as he staggers into the rain drenched town of Iselia.
And you wake up soaking wet
He sits up in the bed, and looks around at his surroundings. His clothes lie at the foot of his bed, and he's bandaged up, he wipes the sweat from his face.
'Cause between this world and eternity
There is a face you hope to see, yeah
He turns and looks down at the place below him; the huge rock called Derris Kharlan makes him feel…empty.
"I'm…sorry." His stretches his hand out to the darkness, as a figure of a woman envelops his vision.
You know where you've sent her
You sure know where you are
"I'm so sorry, I didn't mean for it to go this far." He whispers sitting in the mud looking over the edge of the cliff face.
You're trying to ease off
But you know you won't get far
"Mr.Kratos! Is there something wrong?" the young blonde cried out, catching up with him. He grunted and turned away, looking up at the sky.
"No."
And now she's up there
Sings like an angel
"Don't leave me, please!" He runs towards the cry of a baby and a lump of clothing.
But you can't hear those words
And now she's up there
"What're you thinking about now, Kratos?" the blue haired half elf asked. He's jerked out of his memory and turns his dulled eyes to his life long friend.
"Nothing." Yuan scoffs, and turns away.
"You're a bad liar."
Sings like an angel
Unforgivable sinner
"Anna." His blue eyebrow rises as he turns to his friend, who's looking out the purple-lighted window.
You've been walking around in tears
No answers are there to get
He walks through the town drenched in pain, anger and sorrow, he slumps up against a building his sword clanging to the pavement.
You won't ever be the same
Someone cries and you're to blame
He hears an argument going on inside, and shuts it out. Trying not to remember their arguments his eyes burn.
Struggling with a fight inside
Sorrow you'll defeat
He grips his hair in anger, slamming his fist against the wall, tears streaming down his face. The horrible memories flood back, to that day in the forest and every time his sees that boy his nightmares come back into reality.
The picture you see it won't disappear
Not unpleasant dreams or her voice you hear
"Kratos." He looks upward, eye widening.
"Anna…Anna, I'm so…" she puts an iridescent finger to his trembling lips.
"It's alright Kratos, I forgive you." He shakes his head, clutching the now sleeping baby boy to his chest.
"Why…why did this have to."
You know where you've sent her
You sure know where you are
"Happen?" he looks down at the ground again, the rains music playing in his ears.
"You're in pain, you need to rest Kratos. For our sons sake, do it for him."
You're trying to ease off
But you know you won't get far
"Noishe…" he walks over to the dog like creature and strokes it behind the ears. He looks out into the quiet deserts town streets. "It really is him then, isn't it?" he smiles covering one eye with his purple-gloved hand.
"Why…me?"
And now she's up there
Sings like an angel
"KRATOS!" She cried out lunging forward, Kvar smirks as he raises a whip into the graying sky.
But you can't hear those words
And now she's up there
"Yuan…I swear, one day I'll."
"Kratos, you need to rest. Now." He turns to his friend and notices his worried look. He smirks trying to shrug off the sorrow and guilt, as he gets up and walks away back to his empty lifeless room.
Sings like an angel
Unforgivable sinner
"Anna!" he runs forward hand outstretched, but everything goes black as he falls.
Maybe one time lost
But now you are found
He glares as he looks at the man before the one who took his beloved away from him.
Stand right up before
You hit the ground
"You monster!" Lloyd yells out gripping his swords and taking a step forward.
"Humans are inferior and should be treated that way. Isn't that right, Kratos?" He narrows his eyes as they burn with anger and pain.
Maybe one time lost
But now you are found
"You'll pay Kvar!" he runs forward, and Lloyd as well.
"For you…Anna." He whispers, thrusting his sword forward.
Stand right up before
You hit the ground
"Feel the pain of the inferior beings as you burn in hell!" He hears Kvar gasp as he falls to his knees a pool of blood on the floor below him.
Hit the ground
"Kratos. Are you sure this is alright?" he looks at her, her brown eyes sparkling as she stares out to the sun dyed grassy expanse before them and their secluded house.
You know where you've sent her
You sure know where you are
"Yes. I'd do anything for you Anna, anything." He walks over to her, and she smiles.
You're trying to ease off
But you know you won't get far
He hears her giggle, and he looks at her, confused.
"Why so serious?" he lowers his eyes.
"I'm sorry, this is all my fault. That we have to live this way." She sighes.
"I don't mind it.
And now she's up there
Sings like an angel
"Are you just going to keep moping your whole life Kratos!" he yelled at the door.
"Damn it answer me!" his fist collided with the hard metal door of the Welgian room.
"I…I don't deserve to live." A weak reply came from behind the door. He sighed leaning up against the wall.
"I felt like that too, when Martel died. But…we'll get through it, you know? Just like everything else I suppose."
But you can't hear those words
And now she's up there
He stands before her grave, dropping a bundle of daffodils onto the mound.
"Are ye sure you don't want to stay er' lad?" the dwarf asked. He turned his eyes gleaming a bit in the newly risen sun.
"No. I'm positive. Will you?"
"But of course!" he replies wiping away a small tear.
"I'm sorry you have to cry for me." He lifts his pack up onto his shoulders and begins to walk out onto the path.
Sings like an angel
"Aye. Take care of yourself, Kratos." He waves lifelessly as his vision is consumed in bright light.
"Poor lad…all that, for nothing." He begins to walk back to the house but pauses and turns to find the path empty.
Unforgivable
sinner
Song name: Unforgivable Sinner by Lene Marlin. First songfic...be nice...PLEASE! xD
