Disclaimer: I don't own Instant Star. I do own some of the poetry and the songs used
Prologue
I was sitting in my hotel room thinking about her and everything that we had been through. I was thinking about how I loved her and lost her. I was thinking about how I all I wanted was to get her back. Then my mind flashed to the day that I left.
It was six in the morning and it was raining. I heard someone banging on my door and I walked down and I could see her blond hair from the window. I opened the door for her but, I noticed that she didn't have any bags with her.
"Girl, what are you doing here?" I asked her. She pulled me close to her and she kissed me with everything that was inside of her. After a long moment she pulled away from me.
"I'm sorry." She said with tears filling her eyes.
"Sorry for what girl?"
"I can't do this, I can't do us again." She said letting the tears fall. I felt tears forming in my eyes and I felt one fall down my cheek.
"Jude, please don't do this. Please give us another shot?" I asked her begging her to give us another try.
"Tommy, I can't not now, not after everything that's happened between us. I love you more than anything but, you hurt me to much and my heart can't take anymore pain."
"Jude, it won't be like last time I promise you."
"I just can't. I choose Jamie and that's the end of it. I can't be with you after everything that has happened." She said and she walked out of my front door.
I stood there and I watched her go, and I let the tears fall. I was amazed that she chose Jamie over me. I wanted her, and she made it clear that she didn't want me so I did the only thing that I have ever been good at. I left on the plane that I invited her to come with me. I left my life behind and everything in it's place. I had no idea when I was coming back but, I knew that it was going to be a while.
