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A/N first attempt needs a bit more work.
You CAN'T go, you CAN'T. don't leave me. Please. NC! You can't. It's not true, it CAN'T be, it's just one of our jokes but you're playing it on me. Its so cruel and wrong brother? You've never done that before? It was always us against them, not like this.
Please wake up. Don't DO this. It's not fair, it's not right. It's the moon with no sun, a desert with no sand, and now I'm a map with no location. I NEED you, come find me? Don't leave me, there's nothing here without you. I can't face a world with no brother, no Fred, no twin. That's what we are we are! A pair! Don't do this. Don't leave me. PLEASE. COME BACK. It can't be true. It just can't. He wouldn't leave me. He's my twin. My other half. He couldn't be gone.
But he is. He's gone on without me, and left me as the twinless twin. I'm forever alone now. I have no one to share with, I'll never be that close with anyone again, you knew my thoughts before I even thought them, we could have ruled the world with your plans and my inventions, you were the ideas I was the actions. And now? Im nothing. I'm not one of a pair. You left me. I know it's not your fault but how could you do this? How could I let it happen. I don't know how to be just one, without you brother. Life without you would be a sky with no stars. It just couldn't happen, it CAN'T! You wouldn't leave me.
But you have, now I'm so empty, so lost and it hurts.
No one can understand how much, I've lost others before, that's what war does, but you, you were my twin, my copy, my mirror, and now you've left it's like my heart is trying to pull itself apart to get to you but there's this one stubborn string keeping it here. I want it to snap. I want it to break. It hurts too much. PLEASE. MAKE IT SNAP. You can't go without me, we were supposed to go together. Like everything else, we would face it together.
Everything is cold now. I don't care what they do, I don't care who won the war. What's the point if your not here to share it with me? I will see you again. That's why I will live on, so one day you can meet me at the gates of heaven and we can be together again. And we will play as many pranks we can, make up for lost time. In the mean time, don't forget. Don't forget that you once had a twin, who will go on without you, if only so he can see you again.
But Fred it hurts so much I hope this life is short for me now. I'm not living without you, I can't. Just existing until I get to see your face again.
I must say goodbye for now, as you have been stolen so cruely from this world, but you will always be my best friend, my brother, my other half even without you here.
No matter what you will still be my other half. My twin.
A/N I'm a twin and I've tried to put across what it would be like to lose the other, but as I still have her its hard. It hurts to even imagine losing her more than anything in existence. I've lost family before but we as twins are so close, it's unimaginable so I don't think I've done it justice.
