Genre: Angst/Horror/AU
Disclaimer: I do not own Kingdom Hearts, Disney and Square Enix do.
Warning: Character Death, also, if you don't like blood, don't read.
Suicidal Thoughts
The blonde sixteen-year-old boy had just about had enough. His parents were fighting, again. Roxas thought back to the happy times before this had all started. For one, Axel had been there but everything changed the day he and his brother, Demyx, moved. Roxas couldn't seem to get in touch with either of his friends and that's when he found out that his dad had been doing drugs. His mother was heartbroken and always angry from that moment on. Roxas had tried his hardest to make things easier for her and for his twin brother, Sora, but he always seemed to say or do the wrong things.
His mom and dad had gotten in another fight, even after his dad moved out to a halfway house to try and get better. None of that seemed to matter at the moment though, Roxas was done, he just didn't want to live anymore. He locked his bedroom door so that Sora wouldn't walk in and headed to the bathroom. As the hot tap water turned on, Roxas realized that steaming tears were streaming down his cheeks. As he slipped in the hot water, his thoughts seemed to just melt away. He felt totally empty and cold inside and nothing was going to change that.
As he took the knife from the side of the tub, only one thought was going through his head. 'Axel. Maybe if you were here, maybe this wouldn't be happening.' Later that night, Sora had broken down the door and found his brother lying, dead, in the bloody bathtub.
A/N: This is based off of a real-life experience except for the ever trying to kill myself or the best friend moving like that but I did wonder what it would be like to commit suicide. I mean, doesn't everyone at one point. It does not mean that it will ever happen, in fact, I think it won't happen. Just writing about this helps me feel better. The point is, if you ever are thinking about that you need to talk to someone.
