-1Have you ever wondered what it would it feel like if you died?

Would it feel painful or quick?

Or if it would feel like a huge weight have been lifted off your shoulders?

Or on.

I wondered these things myself as I saw one of my close friends die right beside me.

It seemed like the whole world have stopped while my friend laid on the cold hard ground,

dieing

Begging for forgiveness, begging for a new beginning.

I didn't truly cry while he laid there dieing.

I only cried after he was dead.

And it was because of me.

Because of my foolishness.

Because of my heart.

I already lost too many in my lifetime.

I cant lose anymore.