I don't not own Sons, Kurt Sutter does and if he could see how many Fanfic's there are I think he would laugh and then be touched.
A/N: Josh Kohn never died; in fact he got patched up and sent off. After doing a few years in state he got out with good behavior. When Jax and Tara broke up at the young age of 19, a very sad Jax hooks up with a girl (that girl starts an endless chain of one night stands) and gets her pregnant. Cwen Teller. Jax didn't want anything to do with her at first but Gemma wanted him to own up and grow up so he sees her once year.
This takes place at the being on season 4. Just after the group gets out, Jax likes the fact of being a father as he welcomes his new baby boy. Tara feels everything is going to be okay. Cwen comes to visit Jax and so does a very angry Josh Kohn.
This is an AU. Note Cwen Teller is 15; I did do the math on it.
The sun met Jax's face as he stepped out of the black van. He had on the same clothes he left in. 14 months it's been since he's step foot on Teller Morrow Auto but to him it felt like a lifetime ago. Tig and Bobby passed him as they too hopped out of the van. Tig raised his hands up at the sky, a big happy grin on his old worn face. "Its so good to be back. I need a beer and a whore." He told no one in particular but he got a few chuckles out of his fellow brothers.
'Good old Tig,' Gemma thought glad to know things were still the same; glad to know that time away hasn't changed anyone. She watched as Clay her husband stepped out and clapped a hand on Jax's shoulder. Jax turned and nodded at him, Clay gave a smile in return. Clay's eyes fall on Gemma and she felt her heart skip a beat. She never thought she could get butterflies in her stomach at her age, but there they were, making her wanna cry as the fled out of a grin on her face. She tried her best to hold down her Queen B attitude but that wasn't going to happen today. No today her boys came home, today she had her family back again.
Abel squirms in Tara's arms. His eyes are fixed on Jax. And for a moment Tara thinks he remembers his father, she thinks can a baby as young as him remember his father? She brush that thought away, yes of course a baby can remember his fathers face. Jax walks up to her with a hug grin. He kisses her. She melts, Tara has missed Jax and at one point when she was giving birth to her son (Christopher Teller) she thought she hated him, hated him for leaving her to deal with this on her own. But when the crying new baby was placed in her arms she could not find a trace of hurt or angry in her heart.
Tara felt Abel squirm again and she laughed a little. She nodded to Abel and told Jax he's missed you. Jax quickly took Abel in to his arms and hugged him, with out skipping a beat he asked about Christopher. He recalls that was the name Tara had picked out for him; he read it in one of her letters.
Tara grins, "He's taking a nap inside the club house." Her words warm Jax up and all the images of him being locked up fade away and he kisses Tara again.
Gemma hugs Jax, looking him in the eyes she tells him its good your home. She informs everyone that a welcome party is waiting inside. There's a cheer that makes her feel happy again. 14 months it's been since she's been happy like this.
Cwen pressed her forehead against the car window. She watched the hills and trees pass her as her mother drover her in to Charming. Jess put out her cigarette and rolled down the window. A black bag sits in the back seat. Cwen puffed at the glass. "Don't start your shit now." Jess hissed at her daughter, as she lit another cigarette. Cwen rolled her eyes. "I don't see why I have to see him. It's been like three years since the last time I saw him. He has a new family now." The teen felt Goosebumps on her skin as she talked about her father. He never wanted anything to do with her and when he wanted to be a father he all ready had his little family going. He never wanted a daughter, Cwen thought. The only one who cared was her grandmother, Gemma. But even she didn't want to be a grandmother at such a young age.
"Cwen we've been thought this before." Jess says though puffs of smoke. "Yeah, you need time for your self." Cwen shifts in her seat, "You could just have sent me to like camp or something. Let me stay with some of my friends." "No!" Jess snaps. "When you come back we will talk about your friends." She informs her child.
Cwen knew trouble was in her blood she all so knew motorcycles where in her blood too. She fixed up her first bike at the age of ten and rode it the same day. She wanted someone to be proud, she wanted Jax's to be proud but every time he went to go see her all he did was check the time to see when he could leave. Her friends were they only ones who gave her that feeling of having someone being proud of her. She just rolled her eyes at her mother's words and put her headphones in.
Jax's looks down at Christopher. Tara put him on Jax's bed in his room in the clubhouse. He held a small resemblance of Jax. It was faint but Jax's knew in time he would look just like him. He smiled to him self a tear hits the corner of his eye. Tara slides her arms around him, "Its so good your back." She whispers in his cut. She breathes in his smell and hopes she can freeze this moment, hopes nothing bad ever happens again. Jax turns around wrapping his arms around his love looking in her eyes. "I wont leave you ever again." He pulls her in to another kiss.
"Jax." Tara heard Juice's voice breaking her moment. Jax pulls away and they both stare at Juice in the door away. "What?" He grumbles at Juice, he too his mad that the moment was interrupted. "It's Jess, she's outside with Cwen?" Juice is unsure on if that's her name. Juice has heard about Cwen never met her or Jess but when Gemma told him to go get Jax and just figured that was who it was.
Jax looks puzzled for a minute and then it clicks. His daughter. His first-born. The one he wasn't ready for. "Ok." He tells Juice. Tara looks from him to Juice. She has heard about Cwen once or twice. At first she thought it was a joke, like something the boys said just to mess with Jax. She never thought it was truth. Jax Teller has a daughter; Tara knew in that moment that it was true.
Cwen sits on a bench. She's got dirty blonde hair, ripped jeans and a fade black shirt, all tide together with a pair of old biker boots. She can smell food and feel the sound of music but cant hear a thing with her earphones in. Her mother tosses her black bag on the ground next to her. She spots Gemma walking out to them, a baby on her hip. Looks to be about a year old. Cwen assumes that the kid is one of Jax's and she tries hard to not cry and put on her best tough girl face.
"Jess, what is this?" Gemma asks. She eyes Cwen and can see a small amount of Jax in her. "It's been three years Gemma, she needs to see her father." Jess tells Gemma; she's half away in her car now. When Jess sees Jax and a brunette walking out of a building old images start to come back.
Cwen's heart drops when she sees her father. A pretty looking brunette is following along side him, she knows that is his new old lady and that Wendy chick is out of the picture. She looks more like a soccer mom then a biker mom.
Jess starts up the car and starts to pull away. "Jess!" Jax yells to her and she stops the car. He lens in the passenger side of the car window. "What is going on?" He asks. Jess shakes her head before gluing her eyes to his. "She's yours now. I can't handle her." "And you think I can?" "She's a spite fire Jax, she belongs with you, all was has." Jess licks her lips and pushes back tears as her foot hits the gas. Jax watches her leave, a flood of anger and worry washes over him.
"Hey." Cwen couldn't hear her father but she could read lips. Standing up she grabs her bag, taking out an earphone, "Just tell me where the nearest bus station is and I'll be out of here." Cwen snarls.
"No honey." Gemma starts up. "You're a Teller, you stay here."
On the other side of the street a guy with a camera takes a picture of Cwen, Jax, Tara, and Gemma with Abel. He pulls the camera away from his face and stares at the group. A small smile rolls off his lips. "Mr. Teller is a family man now. What have we gotten our self's in to Tara?" Josh Kohn giggles a little as he brings his camera back up to his face and snaps away more pictures of SAMCRO.
A/N: I know it sucks. Fastly done. Review please. Who knows if I will ever update.
