Where did I go wrong?
When I dated guys 4 years older than me?
When I kept my secrets secrets?
When I didn't care if I woke up the next morning?
When I prayed to god to not let me live through the night?
When any feeling was good even pain?
When I didn't care if I had friends?
When I didn't care about shutting my mouth?
Now that I'm here why the hell does matter how I got here?
All that matters now is where the fuck to go
