Athazagoraphobia
Chapter One- Addie's Journal Entry
I have a fear; it's more of a phobia then a fear. It's the fear of being forgotten. I remember one time I was in a store with my mom and she told me to go get some big cookies for my lunch. I can't get enough of those big cookies. Any way I got lost and my mom forgot me there. It took my mom forty dollars, a bag of guitar picks, a video camera, and a case of big cookies to let that one slid. But even since I've been afraid you could say it starts there or you could say it starts with my Father.
I never met him before but I do know stuff of him. You can say he falls in to the category of a dead beat dad but I don't know him and I can't judge people like that. I can't judge anyone it's not there fault there like that. Let me tell you about my father for one my mom and him where in love. They had me when they where seventeen young hey. They went to a boarding school in California. This is where I was born and lived for about two years of my life. After they graduated they said they where too young to start a family and they left each other with a kiss. It's been 12 years since I was born and still no father my mom is dating some prick though but that dose not count. I want to find out where my other name comes from. Did I tell you my name? I guess not my mom wants me to go by this one Addie Janelle Matthews-Brooks. But I tell every one my name is just Brooks.
I am the daughter of Zoey Ann Brooks. I am 12 years old dark brown curly hair with green eyes when everyone and I mean everyone in my family has blond straight hair and brown eyes. Right now I am in a car driving to a new school with my best friend beside me her name is Erin Roslyn Reese. Yea her dad is the famous Logan Reese and mother Quinn Reese the scientist. So were driving in the limo my mother, Quinn, Jason, and Logan are farther up then us. Erin goes to PCA already but came back for the weekend to convince me to come. And here I am on the road to find out where I came from, my past, my Mom's life before I was born, because no one will give me answer I am 12 years old I can handle it.
My family said it was not a great choice of my mom letting me come here but she said it was fine. Also about my Father my mother says she is over him but I can tell she is not. She still loves him very much and yet she is marring Jason who threatens me. See what I mean about the phobia and how it deals with my Father. If you didn't, let me tell you. I a have the fear, because he had it, he has it and now I do. I have the same personality as him. Logan says that's not good but every time he says it, it makes Quinn and my mom laugh, so it must be good.
So I write in you today to tell you I am on the road to my new life. So I can document my answers. Did I tell you I am a reporter? I am and this is a big thing for me the next step so I Addie. J. Matthews-Brooks am here to cure my fear, and find the answer s I have been looking for my hole life. And it's not over till the penguins force me to stop! That and I find what I am looking for and that my friend is answers.
Yours truly,
Addie Janelle Matthews-Brooks
