A/N: Yes as you can guess I got twenty today…well at least now it someone tips my age not under twenty then they are not far away from the truth…


Twenty years have passed since

I have opened my eyes in this cold world

With you my bellowed Brother Death

Standing already at my side…

It was your smile which greeted me on that

Faithful night before Dawn rose to the sky

Writing my destiny with blood and tears,

A young live thrown in to Darkness by birth.

Twenty years of existence,

Tears, blood, hatred, cold, screams which no one hears

I'm sitting alone in the night

Death and Darkness surrounding me.

Will I ever wake up from this nightmare?

Tell me will these hollow feelings ever ease?

Am I allowed to dream, to feel…to hope…

Twenty years since my birth,

Twenty years of shielding my fragile world

From the ones who made me suffer.

No one ever heard my screams…

I tried to reach out my hand,

But only grasped nothingness,

I tried to scream,

But my words only hit deaf ears

I cried in the Dark,

But no one saw my tears turning to Blood

Twenty years have passed since

I have opened my eyes in this cold world

With you my bellowed Brother Death

Standing already at my side…

Twenty years…"


A/N: Well erm…not your usual Birthday creations…