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Nothing but a Lie

Third person's POV

"Lies" Grimmjow pushed away from the sad faces of Ichigo's friends.
"YOU"RE LYING!!!" they had to be he thought there was no way…..

"Grimmjow we're not lying Ichigo's really-"

"NOOOOO" he didn't want to look into their eyes, he was afraid of the truth he would see there.

"You were the first person we told after we found out" Rukia spoke softly "we know how important you are to each other"

Grimmjow looked up she was smiling but her eyes were red from what looked like hours of crying. And he finally looked the truth in the face.

"Ichigo how you could……how could you die on me?"

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A week later

Grimmjow's POV

I stood staring blankly as the coffin was carried to the burial site and slowly placed on the ground 'Ichigo'. I don't know what I was doing but by the time I came back to realization the ceremony was over. People lingered here and there I guessed that these were his closes friends unable to leave him just like that. I watched listening to them talk quietly among themselves hearing parts of their conversation.

"I can't think of what it's like for Grimmjow, I mean they were lovers, how could Ichigo just-" she stopped as if unable to go on.

I smiled to myself she was right we had been lovers and Ichigo did just die on him. He laughed 'lovers'

Flashback

"Why are you so fidgety today?" I asked slapping him across the back making him jump for the tenth time that day. He had a slight blush across face that he was trying desperately to hide.

"Am not" he replied. I smirked

"Is Berry-Chan nervous about his first date?" I teased wrapping an arm around his waist and pulled him closer.

"Damn it I am not" Ichigo squirmed but gave up after a few seconds. We walked through the streets of Karakura town together looking of a place to eat. A group of kids ran past us followed but their parents. I felt Ichigo's gaze follow them.

"Grimm…." his voice startled me and I looked down at him.

"What is it Ichi?" he shock his head and kept walking. We had dinner at a simple restaurant outside of town. On our way back we stopped at a small park, sitting down on a bench overlooking the lake.

"Do you think we'll ever live a normal life and make a family" it wasn't a question but a statement. Ichigo looked rather surprised at the sudden comment. I leaned my head on his chest and closed my eyes. Listening to the silence.

"One day when all this is over we can settle down and just be normal." He laid his hand on my head and gently stroked the teal hair. Just when I was about to fall asleep the soothing rhythm stopped and I turned to see his face deep in thought.

"What's wrong Ichi?" he turned to looked at me a frown gracing his fetchers.

"What do you mean by 'make a family'?" he demanded finally catching on. My smirk widened.

"You know mother Ichigo and father Grimmjow" he punched my head but not really putting any force into it, before smiling too.

"Can't guaranty you anything on that one" I laughed closing my eye's again listening to his steady heart beat in time to the never ending rhythm of water lapping on the shores. Ichigo was everything to me now and always.

"It's a promise"

Flashback end

"Some promise that turned out to be" I laughed sitting down.

"I hate you Ichigo, I hate you, I hate you, I-" my voice broke unable to go on, tears threatening to burst through. It was my fault I should never have let Ichigo become everything. Because now that he's gone I am nothing.

His promise was nothing but a lie.