Bella's Pov
"Alice please, I love you!" I scream to her through the rain.
She stops and turns to me. "I'm sorry Bella but I love Jasper." She says in monotone.
"But we made love Alice! Tell me you didn't feel anything, that you don't love me! Tell me and I'll never bother you again." I sob out.
I can see tears in her eyes. "Bella please, I can't." She whispers but I could still hear her over the loud heavy rain.
"You see Alice you love me! You love me damn it and I love you. I left Edward for you! I'll do anything for you, just please choose me." I grab her arm and turn her to look at me.
She, just like I was, was soaking wet by the rain.
I kiss her hard pushing all the love I have for her into the kiss. She hesitates before finally kissing me back with as much passion.
I pull her to me body and break the kiss to catch our breaths before quickly dissenting my lips upon hers again.
We kiss in the real for what seemed like forever. She breaks the kiss. "Bella, I love Jasper. I don't love you, it was just sex, nothing more."
I feel my heart crack and a lump forms in my throat making it hard to breath and talk, I could feel the tears stinging my eyes.
"Alice please don't do this." I whimper to her, still holding her body close to mine.
She pulls out of my arms and looks at me with such cold eyes it makes me freeze.
"I don't love you Bella so stop crying like a little bitch and get over it. I love Jasper, and I always will. We're getting married." She says in a equal cold voice that matched her eyes.
My heart officially broke into millions of pieces. "No." I whimper.
She walks away and gets into the car and drives away without looking back at me.
I felt numb and lifeless and I feel to my knees. I looked up to the dark rainy dreary sky and screamed out in agony from the pain the ran through my body.
I finally get up and walk into the house dripping wet. Charlie was working late and wouldn't be back till tomorrow. I walk up stairs and head to the bathroom.
I pull off the wet clothes and let them drop to the ground with a wet 'splat' sound. I turn the water on and let the tub fill up.
I walk to my room and grab a piece of paper and pen and write a note for Charlie.
Once I'm done I walk back to the bathroom and turn the water off and climb in and lay back.
It's silent and lonely. I feel my broken heart throb and ache for the loss of our love. I turn and grab my razor from the side of the tube.
"Time to get rid of the pain." I say in a low tone to no one. I position the razor to my wrist and take a deep breath and slice through the skin.
I see the blood coming out immediately and profoundly. I hiss as I cut my other wrist. I put the razor down and let the tub fill with the color of red.
I can feel my self fading along with the pain. I smile as I know I won't feel the horrible pain in the chest and head any more.
"I love you Alice." I whisper before darkness engulfs me.
Charlie's Pov
'Ugh it's been a long night and morning.' I think to myself. I pull into the drive way and park my car next to Bella's.
'Huh, weird I would have thought she be at school by now.' I think as I walk into the house.
"Bella!" I call out. There's no answer. I grab my phone and call her friend Alice.
"Hello?"
"Yes, hello Alice? This is Bella's father Charlie."
"Oh Charlie hey, what's up?"
"Nothing I was just calling too see if any of you had picked up Bella and gave her a ride to school?"
"No sorry Charlie, Bella didn't come to school today."
I have a sinking feeling in the stomach. "Oh ok well thank you Alice. I'll just look around the house or maybe at La Push. Bye have a good day."
"Bye Charlie. Hope you find her.
"Yeah me too." I hung up the phone and went up stairs the Bella's room. I walk in and look around her room. Her school stuff was still here. I look and see a paper on her bed.
I grab it and sit on her bed to read it.
'Dear dad,
I'm sorry for the pain for which you are about to receive as you read this letter. I love you dad this is not your fault but I can't live this life any more.
It's filled with too much pain, betrayal, and heartache. I just can't stand it any more. So I decided to make all the pain away. I'm sorry dad I love you and mom. But it's time for me to go and get rid of this pain which I can't bare any more.
Goodbye dad, I love you and I'll miss you.
Love,
Your daughter Isabella Swan'
Fear grips my hear like a iron clad. I drop the letter as I run out of the room and into the bathroom. I rip the door open.
The site in front of my is so horrid it brings me to my knees. "Bella no." I say a broken whisper.
There was my Bella in a tub filled with red liquid. Blood and water is all I could see. I Bella, I've never seen her so pale in my life.
Sobs rack through my bed as I crawl to the tub and pull her to me no caring about her being naked.
"Oh Bella. Oh my little girl why." I sob clutching her cold lifeless body to mine.
I called for the ambulance, even though I knew she was gone my heart wouldn't accept it.
They came and picked her as they flew back to the hospital. I was in the back clutching to her cold hand.
We got to the hospital and pushed her in. Carlisle came in front of me and looked shocked. "Ok get her into the room for surgery." He orders, and follows them.
I feel numb and look at me hands to see they're stained with the Bella's blood and water.
I feel a hand on my shoulder and see it's Carlisle. He has a broken expression on his face as he shakes his head. "I'm sorry Charlie."
I feel pain as my heart breaks. I sob and punch the walls as I finally realise she was gone. It was a little too late.
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