Hey, so I decided to take my story I love you now, forever, and always, and write a story about what happens to Bella's daughter after Bella passes away. So that's what this is, if you haven't read I love you now, forever, and always, you should read that first so this makes sense to you. This is only the intro chapter, I promise it will get better...But I hope you like this and stick with the story as it goes on...
Thanks, Shelby :)
Today like most days I got up, and tried to look presentable, pointless, but I still did it, I looked in the mirror and decided that it was as good as it was going to get. As I walked down the stairs the heard my crazy "family" sitting on the couch in the living room laughing, of course Edward was trying to be the mature one of the brothers, as Emmett tried to talk him into having a snowball fight, I don't think Emmett will ever grow up, but he's the best uncle in the whole wide world. I suppose I should mention that I was now living with Edward Cullen, my mom's best friend, and his family. It's a very long story, but one I want to tell.
First off, let me start by introducing myself, my name is Alice Elizabeth Newton. I am now seventeen years old. I live in a very small, rainy, dark town, Forks, Washington. I have lived here all my life. I had two amazing parents, Bella Swan Newton, and Mike Newton. My mom, Bella, was my hero. She was only thirty seven when she was taken from me and my dad, and Edward. My mom, was beautiful, she had dark brown hair, and breath taking eyes. People tell me I have her hair and eyes, but I have my dad's nose, my mom always used to tease me that I had Edwards lips, even though there was no relation she still saw him in me. That's another thing, even though my mom loved my dad, she didn't love him the way she loved Edward, because she loved Edward in way that I couldn't even describe. Trying to explain the way they loved each other was like trying to explain the way water tastes, completely impossible. My mom, died of colon cancer when I was fourteen. She didn't die in pain, she went with a smile on her face, and the love of her life in her arms, Edward. I was so happy to see her smile before she left me. I know that I don't sound sad about not having my mom, but I feel like I still have her with me. Edward doesn't let me forget her. And I know that my mom wouldn't want me to spend my life in pain, missing her, she would have wanted me to live life to the fullest and enjoy every minute of it. I do love and miss my mom everyday though, sometimes it's hard to not have her here. But I know some how she is.
Then there is my dad, Mike, he was in love with my mom from the minute he met her. But of course, my mom didn't like him, she was in love with Edward. After Edward left Forks with his family, my mom and dad finally got together. They dated all through their senior year, and most of college, then one day my dad proposed. My mom said yes, and then here we are. I was born a couple years after that, my mom said it was the most special day of her life. My dad said I was an angel sent from God, that came down to brighten the dark world. So he always called me his angel. I love my dad, but what he did after my mom died hurt me. You see when my mom died, my dad came home to find her in the arms of Edward, he never liked Edward. And when he saw that, it confirmed his suspicion, my mom didn't love him the way she loved Edward. He always thought that she still loved Edward, but he would never bring it up. But when she died, and it was Edward with her, my dad went into depression. He wouldn't eat or sleep, or do anything. And then one day when I was out with Edward, we came home and there was a note, "I love you my angel, but I can't live without your mother. I hope you will understand one day when you find someone to love the way I love you mom. I love you sweetheart, I know Edward will take care of you, Love Daddy." The note was taped to the front door, I found it, and tried to get in the house, but Edward too saw it, and he held me back and kept me out of the house. As soon as he had me calmed down, he went in the house, and found my dad, he was on the floor of his bedroom with a bottle of pills. Edward covered him up, and called the hospitalcame to my house and took my dad away in a black bag, and with that I no longer had any parents. Its been hard for me to forgive my dad, I still haven't completely but Edward tries to get me to understand why my dad did what he did.
Now I want to talk about Edward. Edward is in so many ways like a father to me. He was there for a lot of firsts. He was there when I got my first boyfriend, when I went to my first dance, when I went on my first date, my first kiss, my first heartbreak, he was there when I met the guy that picked up the pieces that were left of me after my first boyfriend broke me, he was there for my first prom, he helped me pick out my dress with the help of his crazy sister, he taught me drive, he was there the first time I crashed his car, he was there all the nights I stayed up crying over a guy, he was there all the times I needed a reminder of my mom, he always knows what I need. I love Edward, like a father. I can't imagine where I would be without him. I moved in with the day after my dad killed himself, and I have lived there ever since.
Edward is very special in so many ways. But one very special way is that he is a vampire, yes, you heard me right, he is a vampire. I only learned this a year ago, when I asked why he wasn't getting any older, he and my mom were the same age, yet he looked so much younger. It was very hard for me to understand, but I do now, and it's actually kind of cool. I really want to become a vampire too, just like Edward. But he always says that if he changed me my mom would come back from the dead and haunt him. I always wondered why he didn't change her, when she was laying on her death bed, why he hadn't saved her. I have never managed to work up the courage to ask him though, one day I will. Edward promised me that we will be able to stay in Forks with his family until after I graduate, and once I pick my college, he and his family will move with me. By that time, they'll have to move to keep there cover anyway, they've lived in Forks for almost four years now, people are bound to start talking being they haven't aged at all.
I love Edwards family, there like family to me also. Carlisle is like a grandfather to me, and Esme like a grandma, and than all my crazy aunts and uncles, Rosalie and Emmett, and Alice and Jasper, they're the best family I could ask for. I don't see my parents family that often. Charlie, my moms dad died a couple years before my mom. And my dads family is well, kind of out there and they never really seemed to like me. So the Cullen's were my only real family and I love them all.
Now, lets talk about me. I have long brown wavy hair, and brown eyes. I am about five foot six, and I am incredibly clumsy, just like my mom. I live a crazy life, and I love it. I have amazing family, and I love my friends, I have a boyfriend, his name is name is Nicholas, I call him Nicky! He hates it...but he loves me, so he deals with it. The first time he came over to our house Edward interrogated him like a criminal. Explaining the story to Nick about how I came to living with the Cullen's took awhile, but he understood, and he was always there for me, he gave me a shoulder to cry on whenever I needed one, he is what Edward was to my mom. Like I said before my name is Alice Elizabeth Newton, and this is my story, its long, and it's complicated, but it's mine, and it's just getting started.
so what did you think??????
Please, Please, Please Review....I take any kind of review...just let me know what you think!
I'll try and update soon!! Thanks!
Shelby:)
